Which one ah?

Recently I was car hunting with my brother, i kinda of feeling bored already with my old car. Well actuallynya the car that i'm using now was actually belong to my late father. The car has been around in our family for more than 20 years. It's a bit old lah sudah plus, i just couldn't stand repairing it all the time. (uaaa, banyak sudah belanja ku mengusai, plus kuat mkn minyak since minyak nya super, warna merah) As you guys know, andang kereta lama sudah ani, makin lama, makin banyak tia rusak nya but i do love this old car since this was the first car that my dad bought when he finally become successful. Kira this old car ada banyak kenangan manis lah therefore there is no way for me to sale this car plus i don't have any attention of saleing it jua. But i guess now is the time perfect time for me to get a brand new car where i've got to enjoy and cruse around, but i just couldn't choose between these two very impressive cars. It's not a very expensive or high class car like a Mercedes Benz,BMW, Lexus or sort of thing. The car that i'm currently in love is between this two new Ford model, A Brand New Ford Focus version 2008 and the brand New Ford Escape version 2008.





Both cars have its own uniqueness and but the price for both cars pun nada jua lah jauh banar and the montly payment pun okey jua lah..Tell me what do you think

Ford Escape 3.0L v6 4Wheel Drive

Price: B$53,000.00

Deposit: B$19,000.00 (Without deposit pun can)

Loan: $34,000.00

Monthly: $560 for 7 years

OR

New 2008 Ford Focus

Price: $21,000.oo

No Deposite

Monthly: $350 x 7 years

Sakit sudah kepala thinking about it but still haven't made any desission yet, i cannot just make it like that cus this is quite a big investment for me. I have to think of all the little things like spare partnya ada tau nda here in Brunei, serviceing, fuel and byk lagi lah.. i hope i could make a really wise dession. The monthly payment is not an issue for me, the little thing is.. well for those yg sudah ada kereta sendiri, i know you guys knows what i'm trying to say right?

With Love: Amirul

Such a beautiful Hadith

I recieved this really beautiful e-mail from one of my closes cousin, which was incrediably thoughtful and overwelming. Here it is.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihe wasallam) said: 'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased.

When after the burial, the people return home, 2 angels, Munkar and Nakeer (names of two special Angels), come in the grave and try to separate this handsome man so that they may be able to interrogate.

The dead man in privacy about his faith. But the handsome man says, 'He is my companion, he is my friend. I will not leave him alone in any case. If you are appointed for interrogation, do your job.

I cannot leave him until I get him admitted into Paradise '.

Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.' When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihe wasallam) said: 'On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the Qur'an, neither a Prophet nor an angel.'

'To all ....because Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihe wasallam) said:

'Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse'.

With Love: Amirul

May Allah bestow this favour on all of us.

True story.. menyanyat hati... sedih ku dangar the song..

Aku baru tahu pasal lagu ni. Lagu ni aku dapat semasa melawat blog Khai. Bila aku dengar, memang best gila dan ia dinyanyikan oleh seorang banduan bernama Hazwan sehari sebelum dia mati di tali gantung. Dengar setiap bait bait lagu ni, betul-betul membuatkan hati terasa something yang sukar nak diluahkan. Syahdu sangat lagi-lagi jika dikenang memang betul itu lagu yang dinyanyikan seorang banduan sebagai permintaan terakhir. Cuba korang selami hati seorang lelaki yang menjadi mangsa pendustaan sebuah cinta. Dari sedikit research yang aku dapat, begini ceritanya. Arwah Hazwan ni bercinta dengan seorang gadis. Sedang asyik mereka bercinta, Ex-boyfriend gadis tersebut telah merayu untuk kembali kepada gadis tu. Si gadis ni jadi serba-salah and of coz, dah tentu dia masih ada rasa sayang pada ex-boyfriend dia tu.

So si gadis ni buat keputusan untuk memilih lelaki tersebut dan meninggalkan Hazwan. Dek kerana rasa frust (ini dinamakan cinta sejati), Hazwan sanggup membunuh lelaki tersebut dan satu lagi fakta yang Akujumpa, dia turut membunuh ex-girlfriend dia tu. How sad. Sanggup membunuh kerana cinta. How damn'nya menjadi seorang gadis yang buta menilai cinta seorang lelaki. Ya, Cinta sejati seorang lelaki. Lelaki yang sebenar. Hazwan dijatuhkan hukuman gantung sampai mati. Semasa di penjara, sehari sebelum dia digantung, pegawai penjara bertanya ape permintaan terakhir Hazwan sebelum mati. Hazwan hanya mahukan sebuah gitar dan pita rakaman untuk merakamkan lagu ni dan dia suruh pegawai penjara tu untuk sebarkan lagu ni. Ada lagi fakta yang kata kawan-kawan Hazwan yang datang ke penjara untuk merakamkan lagu ni. Wallahualam. Apa pun, semoga Allayarham Hazwan ditempatkan bersama-sama orang yang beriman. Jikalau'lah gadis itu masih hidup (jika fakta tu salah), moga dia tahu yang dialah insan paling zalim dalam dunia ni. Tolonglah, hargailah cinta seorang lelaki .

Setahun sudah ku menunggu dirimu
Akhirnya kau menjadi milikku
Susahnya untuk ku melupakan mu kerana kau ku cintai selalu

C/O
Tapi sayang....
Kehadiran kekasih lama mu
Datang kembali mengenang cinta dahulu

Mengapa ini semua harus berlaku
Apakah ini semua kerana diriku
Sedangkan aku penawar da....dalam percintaan
Tak sanggup... aku melepaskan mu

Kau ibarat...
Terperangkap di tengah lautan
Tak tau mana arah untuk kau menuju....

Andai kau pinta untuk melepaskan mu
Terpaksa aku turutkan
Mungkinkah ini suatu pengajaran
Di dalam percintaan......

Ulang Chorus 2 kali.




P/S sila "PAUSE" mp3 session for a while dan cuba hayati video yg saya baru upload ini.

With Love: Amirul

Oh my god...

I woke up this moring around 6.10am, feeling cold. The weather was also cold, damn.. it was raining this morning. I drove my self to college around 6.45am, damn, it was heavily raining this morning from my house to the college, the traffic was just alright, everybody was driving a bit slow than the usual, just to be on the safe side lah katakan.. Um, i'd arrived to the college around 7pm, went straight to our main lecture room. Inside i saw Maisarah, Zahir, Muizzah, Sikin and Comel and Zeymah. We're were so noisy this morning, i guess everybody was just in a good mood, we're cracking jokes and making fun of each other, stress relief i guess. Makin akhir, makin ramai org dtg but today was a bit strange cause my hostelite colleague semua late this morning, over slept i assumed. I do understand, nyaman kali ah tidor kalau sajuk ani.. damn...

It's already 8.30am and yet not everybody was in, still there are some late comers, Cikgu Liew Moi had instructed us to meet her in Skill Lab 1 for a theory session for Blood Transfusion & Catherization. I sat together with Haziq, Uncle Ahmad and Basil. The session start without waiting for the late comers but all late comers did managed to came right on time when the session starts. The session was ok and ended pretty early and again our tutor dismiss us early again for today.. yay.. us.. two days in a raw. It was tea beak, again we sat beramai-ramai but i didn't sat together with all of my colleague, I sat with Ain together wih two of our closes friends si Nana and the other girl, i can't really remember what's her name ah.. sorry girl.. lupa ku nama mu.. We just talk the four of us while my other colleague at the next table are being noisy and making loud laughing sounds.. damn.. we're always kecoh.. if nada kecoh.. it's not us lah tu.. but there's this funny thing happened today right after me,Ain,Nana the other girl had finished our food, suddenly our table collapse and fall down but thankfully i managed to stop it from falling right down on the floor by my kepala lutut... everyone as staring at me starngely mcm banggang ja seorg-seorg and i said to them, "oii, angkatkan dih, sakit kali ah" and thankfuly one of my senior Deidra lift the table while i tried to usai the table. Thanks Deidra for helping me out.

Right after the incident, we all left the school cafeteria, went back to the skill lab to do a self practise revision session together with Cikgu Liew Moi. Again the session ended pretty quick and Daniel came up to me and had asked me to go for a ride with him but using my car, i just said yes since it's been a while we've been out together. We had our lunch at KFC and cruising around Batu Satu area and went back to the college around 1.30pm, actually we want to go back akhir sikit but due to the traffic, paksa jua balik awal... :( but despite it all, i had such a great time. Thanks Daniel. :)

As i said, we've arrived back to the college around 1.30pm but we didn't went straight to the skill lab, sempat lagi kami melepak tu pat the parking lot, along came my bro Ak Ismail. So, kami bertiga pun bersama-sama lah masuk ke skill lab, well, that was the plan but it all changed once we bumped to bro Mohiddin, duduk chillin' lagi kami d college cafeteria tu but i didn't stayed there lama-lama, i went to the skill lab to do a self practise my self over there. Inside, i saw Muizzah, Zahir, Uncle Ahmad, Elyceca and Zeymah ja.. kami ja penghuni skill lab tu for a while since ramai belum ada although it was late berabis sudah. Right after i finished my self revision, i decided to go home, i was really sleepy tadi and while i was on my back to see the guys lepaking d cafteria, suddenly bro Ismail said to me"Bro bisai-bisai kau, laju-laju jalan.. kemari laju" and i was like "kenapa? kajap eh" once i stand next to him, he asked to turn around and guess what i saw.. there was this bloody small snake.. damn.. baik jua ia nda apa-apakan aku.. gila.. takut ku tadi.. kali tarus ku inform everybody di dlm cafeteria ah.. and everybody tried to halau that snake before he/she hurt somebody and Alhamdulilah they did. But i would like to say, Thank you soooo much to bro Ak Ismail for saving my life.. i owe you big time bro..

Right after that, i went straight back home, again there's something horriable that i unintentionly saw. There was a car accident right infront of my house.. it was horriable but luckly the driver survived and wasn't hurt at any way but i don't know internally.. gonna have to go to the Hospital to check weather there is or not cus looking at the way the car, there's no chance he could survive, tebalik wah keretanya ah. gosh.. today is such full of scary things happening.

With Love: Amirul

Such a fun day today.

As i promised to you all my beloved readers that i will be updating this blog by today. Let's begin with my today activity. This morning i woke up around 6am, quite early since i slept early last night but once i get off from bed, i'm starting to have this painful headec but i'm trying to get through it, don't want to layan the headec that much, so i just went to the bathroom and took a short shower but once i got off from the bath room, the pain was too much. Right after that, i went looking for my mom to tell her that i couldn't drive to school for today. Luckily she understood me and had asked my sister to send me off to the college. Thanks Kak Hjh for sending me earlier. Though i have this crazy headec but i'm still going to study, i can't miss this revision week, it's too important, don't want to miss it. Hahaha, see, how committed i'am towards my studies and carrier.

Right after she dropped me at the college, i went straight to the lecture room a bit late since my sister antar aku around 7.45am, this morning. I ran to the lecture room, just to make sure that i'm not missing any session, turns out that i didn't miss any session. Thank God. It was so sunyi tadi even though it was already late, i don't know why but everybody turn out to be late today including the tutors. It was strange but hell with it. We had one lecture around 8.30am this morning inside our lecture room, learning all about Dressing and Sutures Removal and it's Medical procedure. I sat together with the guys, Daniel, Basil, Haziq, Ebee, Syed, Uncle and Zul. It was fun sitting down with them although i don't really know them very well, don't you think it's a bit crazy that we've been a classmate for a year now but still we don't really know the other people inside the classroom besides their names and where they are originally from. I guess being an Medical student doesn't have time to make friends if you want to be on top of your game.

The morning session ended around 9.30am, we've got an extra time and thankfully our beloved tutor Cikgu Liew Moi dismiss us early so that we can have our tea break a bit longer than the other students.. yay us.. So all of us except some of our colleague went to the cafeteria, suddenly one of our colleage said that she's going to belanja all of us makan nasi and she did. Thanks Maida. We all sat together, combining all nearby tables into one, the table was so damn long and all of us sat and enjoy each other. It was fun earlier to have your friends being there with you, not think of all the studies, just talk and cracking jokes, releasing tension due the coming examination. wah, it was so damn fun. I wish that we could do it again sometime.

We're Enjoying Our Meal

Right after we had our tea break, we went straight back to the college skill lab to do our self practise session, this is where we practise all of the medical procedures that's been taught to us by the tutor before the exam. Its where we practise the procedure, to do an early evaluation as well as to familiarise our self with all of the instruments require for the procedure before the real examination day. Our tutor had granted us the permission to use the skill lab though out the day. We are more than happy to take this opportunity to do a lot of self practise just to prepare our self for the practical examintaion. We stayed there till 12 noon, everybody left but me, Muizzah and Roshani but Roshani went to the library to do some theory revision and i promised Muizzah that i'll be staying over inside the lecture room to do some theory revision my self with her since she'll be doing it also, but unfortunately i somehow changed my mind unintentionly and studied inside the library instead, and i forgot to inform Muizzah that i had changed my mind. I'am so sorry Muizzah, lupa ku message kau tadi.. really sorry to kept u waiting di lecture room.. really.. i'am sorry.. may b i should get her some really expensive chocolate to make up what i did to her. What do you think?

When i was in the library, i saw this old friend of mine but unfortunately i don't want to be so close with this old friend of mine, i have some reason not to, but i just going to keet it to my self. Sorry, personal stuff. I went back to the skill lab to join the others around 2pm but before that, i bumped into Nana, she was really nice to me, actually she belanja ku lunch tadi.. again thanks Nana. While we borak-borak at the cafeteria, Hasdy walked in and sat with us, expressing his depression on his personal life, we can't help but lisent to his problems and try to advice him to deal with his problems and move on with his life. Again this old friend of mine, walked in to the cafeteria and talked with Hasdy and Nana, he didn't talked to me since i think he kinda knew that i'm ignoreing him but enough abt him. I went back to the skill lab and began my self practise early than everybody else since i was planing to leave early.. and i did leave the college early around 3pm. While i was waiting for my sister to fetch up me, i saw Mizan and Khaliq inside the library doing their self revision, oh boy, they are stress. They have to do their internship as well their revision at the same time, gosh, i hope they can handle it, its too much for me, they should have been given more time to study.. Wish u guys good luck on your mid term theory exam guys.

What did i do yesterday?

Yesterday wasn't that much interesting, nothing much going on expect we've got to do a revision on Charting, first we were so confident that we're going to pass this skill easily since Charting isn't so difficult, sekalinya our tutor Cikgu Liew Moi set up a test for us by providing a senario for us to solve and make a proper medical chat for a patient and we're all were just, "alah senang ni, nada kan nda pass", but guess what, all of us FAIL, capi!, luan confident wah, nah fail pulang jadinya.. see? how over confident could destroy you.. next time, just be confident but never be over confident.
That afternoon, we've learn about DRUG Administration where we've got to prepare and give medication to the patient but passing the particular procedue isn't easy since you really have to remember the 10 PRINCIPLE of giving medication. This particular procedure is very STRICK since it is dealing with the life and death situation of a patient. One mistake and you're fail, even if it is just a small error. In this procedure there no mistake allow unlike other medical procedures.
The 10 principles of giving medication are:-
Right patient
Right medication
Right Route
Right Dosage
Right Date/Time
Right Documentation
Right Assesment
Right Education
Right To Evaluate
Right To Refuse

Those are 10 of the major principles of giving medication, miss one of those, and you fail. Therefore we're gonna have to memeorise these 10 things and explain each one to the examiner verbally during the examination day nanti. Fuh, pressure ah. I went home around 4pm and went straight to bed, i just don't feel very well yesterday. I woke up around 9pm to do an update but unfortunately i can barely move, but i tried and as a result as what u see on yesterday post but i make it up to you all my readers by posting it today. Right after i finished making the notice, i went straight to bed. I was so exhausted yesterday, really exhausted.

With Love: Amirul

I'am so exhausted, couldn't even blogging..

First of all, i would like to apologise to you all my beloved readers. Unfortunately i couldn't update this blog for today due to exhaustion, ani pun baru ku bangun tidor, kajap gi masuk tidor balik, therefore i'm gonna have to forward today activity post up to tomorrow. I' am really sorry for this incident. It's just that i'm just toooo exhausted plus i'm not feeling very well today. Maaf Ye.



I promise you that i'll be updating this blog by tomorrow night around 9pm. Insyallah if nada apa-apa halangan yang melintang, al-maklum, kita hanya mampu merancang, tuhan yang menentukan segalanya. Alright, that would be all.



Once again, i apologise for the inconvenience.



With Love: Amirul

Nothing to do...

This is the first time i don't know what to do during my weekend. I seriously don't really know what to do for today other than just sleep... I woke up around 9.30am this morning feeling weak, antah kenapa ia kah.. may be it's because lack of sleep. I slept around 1am last night, right after i finished updating this blog, woke up that early, it's still consider early for a Sunday morning right?

The reason why my mom woke me up that early is because she wanted me to take her to Mulaut to visit our old house, just to see what's going on over there. Currently the house is being rent by this Chinese guy from Miri Sarawak. From what i see, the house is totally changed, it's no longer the way as it was when we left. I mean this house was full, what i mean by full was, banyak wah org tinggal d sana, it's like a huge family living all together but this time it's full with buruh people, sama all this soft of mechine things all over the land.. so samak eh!

Fuh, kaya lah si tokey ani, cause from the answer given to me when i asked the people living there, they have to pay $100 doller to rent a room and pay monthly to this chinese guy, wah.. sambil menyelam minum air engkau yek, nanti engkau.. I did have a serious descission with my mom to raise the rent of the house to a thousand plus for a month due to some major business that his having. Wah, maju ek, business engkau... tapi asyik datang to us nak mintak turunkan sewa rumah, banyak cantik muka engkau..

It was a very hot morning, i mean padas lah kulit ku bepanas ah, i don't think this is normal. I've been living in Brunei since i was born, nda ku pernah terasa this kind of hotness, kepisan eh, put me in this kind of temperature, for sure i'am going to melt like an ice. We left the old house around 10.30 and went straight back home, back to our current house. Once we reached home, i have to take a short a shower again, i was sweating kali ah, i was sweating like a pig there, gila.. bebau lagi.. eah, so disgusting eh. Not an interesting thing to share but biar tia eh, i don't really care no more.

What did i do this afternoon?

I bet that you're going to be suprise on what i did this afternoon, hahah, i just slept the whole afternoon, woke up around 6pm. I recieved a phone call from my fello cousin Si Junita, informing me that she and her mom are going to stop by at house later around 7pm, i said "ok, dtg tah" and they did came right on time, dorg ani andang nya jenis nya right on time, i like this the most about them, nda batah diri menunggu wah jenisnya.. To be honest ah, i don't really like waiting wah.. waiting sucks bah.. ehehe :P don't like me? Get the hell out from my blog then, it's my blog, it's my right. ahhaha :P Mostly the descussion is focusing on my cousin Junita with her regular headec and she asked my mom to bawa her to berubat kampong since the doctors said that "There's nothing wrong with her" i did saw her CT scan filem but there's nothing there, but i'm not sure with an MRI ah cause she haven't done the MRI scan, but hopefuly there's nothing wrong with her. Amin, they left around 8pm tadi, and i went straight back to my room and do as usual, apa lagi mengupdate this blog lah.. eheh :P

With Love: Amirul

First Day Coming Back To The College

Yay, we're finally back to the college where it all begun. This morning i arrived quite early than i'm used to the college. I don't know why but i guess i'm just excited to finally meet everybody. *gosh* i miss my colleague so much even though they can be a pain in the ass sometime. Well, sometime plang saja.. not always. i love you CIN. This morning I saw Zahir & Muizzah being inside the lecture room as early as usual followed by me, Yuki, Comel and the others. I was so loud this morning, i don't really know what's got into me but i'am just so damn loud tadi. I realized that when Ceca told me that "You're such in a good mood today, what is up?" I really don't know what should i say to her but i just acted innocent and kept smiling through out the day.

During our first session right after the internship period, Tec Liew Moi had asked us to gathered semua sekali and meet her d Skill Lab 1 where we're going to do a revision on Oxygen Administration and Intravenous Infusion. Both session gone really well and we managed to practised and tried to remembered as much information for the coming practical exam. This time, the practical is focusing more on the theory where we have to explain to the examiner all about the procedure orally and at the same time we have to perform the procedure within the 5 minutes given. Quite a challenge there but that's what makes it interesting, i mean with this kind of method we can do multi tasking much better.

As i wished last night that we could leave the college early, guess what? It really did came true when Tec Liew Moi informed us that she is going to release us early and leave the afternoon session empty, apa lagi everybody ZOOOOOM!!! tarus right after the class ended including me. While i was driving back home, i don't know why but I've got this funny feeling where there's going to be a black out at my place starting in the afternoon, i just ignored the wired feeling thinking it's just nothing. Right after i arrived home and took a short shower, put on my t-shirt and went to bed, i''am just exhausted. I was planing to take a short nap and wake up around 4pm and bawa my mom jalan but unfortunately my plans doesn't work due to a problem which is... You still remembered when i said that i have a feeling that there's going to be a blackout this afternoon, guess what.. there was real a black out at my place, well not only at my crib, turns out, the blackout effected the entire Kg Rimba, Kg Lambak Kiri and some other areas that i don't even know of. I was told that the blackout even effected Jln Sultan in BSB, so i'm guessing this is quite a big blackout like the one they experienced in New York a couple of years ago but the different is that it only effected half of city.

So tanpa rela, kami pun bergelaplah saja drumah sampai malam but i made a suggestion that we should go out since it's Saturday night. So we did, we went to my brother crib in Berakas and lepak there while waiting for the lights to come back at home and it did around 9pm but we didn't went straight back home once we've got the news, we just stayed at my brother's place just to do some catching up and panjang punya cerita its already 11.30pm. Once we realized that its already late, rushly we panyap our things and went straight back home since rumah kami gelap, ditakuti ada benda-benda yang tidak diingini berlaku. We arrived home around 11.45pm and switched on the lights of our house both inside and out. Once we arrived home, i went straight to my bedroom and update this blog. So i did eventually, Happy now? :P

The moral of the incident is "I should have trusted my instinct whenever i have doubts on something"

With Love: Amirul