I hereby would like to announce that i will be closing this blog temporarily. The reason why am i closing the blog is because, as you guys know that i'll be having my final examination shortly, and that shortly is within' this week. Therefore, i'am going to put all of my energy and focus on doing an intensive revision.
I must admit that i'am struggling on certain topics and subjects such as Endocrine, NNH and Health Promotion. With all these three major subjects causing me such headeac and axienty rate is high and ofcouse my stress level is over the moon. *gosh* i'am stressing out. I really hope that i'm able to answer all the questions and pass this exam with a good results.
Tuesday 10th June 2008 is my Anatomy & Physiology Examination
Duration: 1hr 30 Minutes
Thursday 12th June 2008 is my NNH, consists of 3 Subjects: (All in one paper)
Nutrition, Health Promotion & NNH(Patient Care)
Duration 3hr 30 Minutes
Insyallah, blog will be update right after the examination is over.
*Wish me best of luck guys* "AMIN"
With Love: Amirul
Today right after i've got back from school around 2pm, went straight to bed, at first i was planing to have just a couple of hours of sleep and wake up around 6pm later this afternoon. We received an invitation by one of our tutor for a "Makan Doa Selamat" at her sister's house. Although we didn't promise that all of us would come but since she invited us, it is better if we show up.
That was my real plan for tonight, first i would go with my family for "Majlis Bebadak" at my cousin's place, right after that i would go to Cikgu Aryhati punya function. But Unfortunately, i over slept.. Alahai.. cemana ni, right after i received a text message from Zul's asking about my tutor address, but kan, the message sampai arah ku around 9.30pm, sedangkan the message was being sent to me by Zul around 7pm. *Gosh* makin teruk jua eh DST punya service ani, sometime lagg berabis.. AAA!!!!
Once i received the text message from Zul, two hours later from it being sent to me, tarus ku lompat check my laptop, guess what, i received at least 20 msn messages from my colleague in my msn, asking the same question, "Do you know where is Tec Aryhati having the function?, can we have the address please? and are you going?" damn, susah hati ku eh.. gara-gara aku krg dorg nda dtg, and what's really frustrating is how will Tec Aryhati would feel if non of us show up to her event? I guess i'am going to do a lot of explanation on Monday or Tuesday.
P/S: To those of you, who text message me via my mobile phone of MSN, i'm really sorry for NOT being able to respon, aku over slept guys, i'am really sorry and your text message yg you guys hantar pat ku akhir baru sampai sebuting-sebuting.. i don't know why, blame the service provider.. they really need to improve their service.
ALAMAK!! GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
With Love: Amirul
The final exam is coming really soon, i'am NOT fully prepare yet, haven't been able to finish revising all of the particular topics that might come out. Seriously, i haven't been able to finish it, it's been three days and i only covered 4-5 topics. I really have to start working hard than ever to get a very good marks.
Today's revision is more towards patient needs and care, seriously, this is the hardest paper to pass, history had shown, through out the entire course, tons of student had to resit for this paper for at least twice to finally pass but unfortunately some didn't and had to leave. (Di berhentikan from moving to the next semester). To be honest this is one hell of subject. Why is it so hard? It is because this particular subject have three different subjects, all in one paper.
These are the subjects:
All these three major subject are all put together in one package. That is why it so difficult to pass this paper. Not only this NNH paper is hard, for me, Anatomy & Physiology is also hard. It is because we have to be able to identify the Human Anatomy (Organs) perfectly and being able to identify it's correct location, the function of the organ,how does the organ works, possible disease of the organ, investigation needed for the organ, treatment requirement, further possible complication, the relevant/rational of the treatment, evaluation of the treatment etc. I admit having a serious headaec revising on this subject.
Since i'am a bit weak in terms of memorising therefore, i'am really having a hard time remembering all of the notes in my brain, and what i fear the most is having a mental block or breakdown before or during the examination day. Subahallah! Nauezibillah...
Starting from today, this will be my Life Phrase
Alright, that would be all for today, catch you guys soon.
With Love: Amirul
Today i undergo such a horriable day where i couldn't even expected it to be happening to me. Seriously i don't. I'm not saying that i'am perfect on keeping everybody's happy but sometime shit happens without you expecting it.
There's this former friend of mine, i must say since what this person did to me that made me don't want to be friends with this type of people. This morning, my laptop battery was almost empty, sekali ku charge lah at this flug, by the time, my battery was full, this former friend try to charge ia punya laptop lagi but the charger isn't working, i tried to help ia out, "napa? nda mau chargekah? aku tadi mau jua, cuba check mana tau ada lungar or may b karan atu menyamal sal kau kan mencharge" guess what, ia went bulestik on me by saying "kau jangan kan bagai-bagai, ku antam ko karang di sini ani, bakal saja ku bagi mua kau ani, mun nda bah, eh, pacah udah kepala mu ani ku antam" and at the same time, this friend want to punch right on my face but if ia hit aku, forsure i'm gonna hit ia balik, ingat nya apa kali.
Right after he said that, i just turned away from ia, and do my own thing. Ignoring all the shit thing that just happened. From now on, everything got to do with this person, i just past it to someone's else or even ask that person to handle it by it self. Malas tah ku tu lagi. I did some council with my some my closes friends, all the feedback that i've recieved so far are telling me that thing that i'am doing now which is IGNORING it. So i'm ignoring it.
With Love: Amirul
Yeap, today is our first day back to the college after two months of internship period. Every body's just glad that the internship period is over but despite that we do miss the hospital environment. We've been there for two months, seeing almost everything that needed to be seen as a experience and knowledge.
This morning i left a bit late to school, Monday blues i assumed, but i'm not the only one, turned out everybody turned up late this morning, first day back with Monday blues, *aiyo* but everybody did make it on time for the first session to began. Around 8AM, everybody was finally in except for a few student who's ABSENT for today ah, no need to mention who their are, unnecessary detail. Once everybody got in the new lecture room, oh, yeah, forgot to mention, we had to move to a new class room since our main lecture room is being use for the Post-Basic examination. So everybody's back, all of us didn't talk much or do some catching up, all opened up their notes and starts revising, including my self.
We all are expecting to have a revision session with the tutors but due to some complication, all revision session with our tutor had to be cancel though out the entire day therefore we're gonna have to do our own revision without any supervison by the tutors. It is sad to know but there isn't anything we can do to prevent such errors but to accept and try and do the revision by our self. Some of us take this opportunity as an advantage to study but some of us didn't, some even left the college right after they found out that we won't be having a revision session for today. I won't be saying anything towards this issue, their an adult, they should know what is best for them. I left the college around noon for my lunch break, together with the remaining students who are concern about their own future.
I went back to the college around 1.30PM, discovered that i'm the one student from my batch who's come back, the rest had all gone home or just staid at the hostel but i kept on my aim that is to pass this final exam with flying colors. I'am determined or should i say committed towards my aim this time, i don't know why but i do. I met Rasidah and a few of my friends at the library, doing the same thing, studying ofcouse. This afternoon i changed my t-shirt to something i love to wear but one of my tutor dislike it and had asked me not to wear it again, damn.. but i'm just too lazy to hear all her comments, rather focusing on that, better focus on something else which is more important than warring about a shirt.
Fortunately some of my batch showed up, i'am more than please to see some of them but not many turned up, only Uncle Ahamd, Bro Din & Kamarul had turned up. We all sat together and start studying as a group. I must say, studying with them was fun, being able to gain extra knowledge, change thoughts towards each others. We all left the college around 3.30PM. But i didn't leave right away, while i was on my back to the parking lot, i met with some of my friends again, who i hadn't been hanging out for ages now, Arif, Khairul Anam, Muiz, Asdiman, Juan, Yan, Nazirul and Khaliq, we hang out at the parking lot about an hour i think, catching up with each other's life and cracking up jokes, tension release i assumed. About two hours later, we all left the college and went straight back home.
Right after i got back home, my brother had asked me to wash his car, his just too busy or lazy to wash his own car, i said yes to him but under one condition, where he have to pay me B$50 if wash his car properly and netly which i certainly did and guess what, he did gave me the B$50. Wah. if like this, i don't mind washing cars, who would like me to wash their car next? but prepare the B$50 atu ja? ehehe :P
With Love: Amirul
I didn't do much today other than just staid in bed, watching DVDs and surf the Internet. Sometime during the afternoon, i was really bored so i thought it is best for me to do something useful. I decided to wash my car, its been a while i haven't wash my car by my self, i usually pay someone to wash my car but today no, plus i can save a few bucks if i wash it my self. Furthermore, if i sent it to the car wash, it's going to cost me around B$5.00 but sometime it's not as clean as u want it to be.
It was around 5PM, i went outside the house, starts to prepare the stuff and began washing the car 15 minutes later, the reason why do i want to wash the car today not only because to reduce my boredom but the weather was also nice, it was sunny through out the entire day. I assumed this is a suitable time to wash my car. *gosh* i was sweating like a pig tadi, while i was washing the car, kind of exhausted at the same, who would've thought washing car can be this exhausting but i do admit one thing, i enjoined playing with the bubble. :P
While i was busy washing my car, i overheard this loud noise coming from my neighbour's house, sounds like some body's really mad at their kid. From what I've heard, it was the mother's voice, lecturing the son for his plastic behaviour. Yeah, he is plastic, infront of the parents, his like an angel but behind,please don't let me elaborate furthermore. (Bedosa tau, mengumpat ani) I kept on ignoring all the crap the mother's is saying to the son inside the house, but the house is fully closed but i can still hear her voice, WOW, she musta be really loud then ah? Thank god my mother is not like that. Huh? wait! what am i saying? Astagarfullah!!!
I finished washing my car around 6PM, received a text messaged from my cousin informing that she'll be stopping by sometime tonight and she did come around 6.30PM and we talked, i mean she and my mother ofcourse, i had to leave their conversation, i went to my room for a quick shower, i couldn't stand the unpleasant smell i had after washing the car, sweat smell, NO! i refused to have it. Right after i had my shower, i went down stair to join my mother and my fellow cousin, she staid over for an about two hour.
Once she left the house, it starts to rain, Alahai, why does it have to rain every time i washed my car, why can't it rain when i'm not washing my car, balik model saya ni.. alahai but its okey, at least i i did something today, other than just staid in bed doing nothing, but i do admit, i'am frustrated tho by the rain but what can i say or do to prevent it, it's in GOD hands. Who are we to question the mighty one.
Tomorrow, we're all coming back to college for our revision week, yes, starting tomorrow is our one week revision session, memarah kepala tah kami ni, ua.... and the next week is our finals. OMG! i haven't start revising yet, alright, enough, time to study and do a proper revision. Book worm alter ego mode is ON!
With Love: Amirul
