One Month Leave

Some of my closes friends sent me this e-mail. I just thought of sharing it with you guys.

Ramadhan Is Coming Therefore

Pesan nya:

'Selamat tinggal kengkawan'

Jangan sedih, aku cuti sebulan jer...'

TAPI Ingat KENGKAWAN semua!!!
Pandai-pandai bawak diri yang selama ini dalam godaan nya!!

Maaf Zahir Batin..

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan...

Berwaspada kerana akan berjumpa dia lagi di bulan Syawal....

Ambil kesempatan ini untuk:
Selamat Beramal!!!
Jangan lupa !!!
Solat Tarawikh
Bertadarus
dan
Mengeluarkan
Zakat

Semoga hidup kita diberkati oleh Allah sehingga bertemu di Ramadhan yang akan mendatang.

With Love: Amirul

Missing you

I would like to dedicate this song to a special friend of mine

PS: The MP3 player is in autoplay mode. Kindly "Pause" it in order to lisent to this lovely song.

With Love: Amirul

Post OSCE

Alhamdulilah, my OSCE is over but i don't really know how well i did during the OSCE. As i expected CPR is out for the second time but thank god i managed to pull it together and succeed the procedure within' the 5 minutes given. Other questions includes I.O Chart, Filling The Clinical Chemistry Form together with the correct testube needed for each blood investigation, Nasograstric Feeding and Eye Drop.

I think i did alright with all of the procedures except on Nasogastric Feeding, unfortunately i couldn't finished the procedure within' 5 minutes, i still can't remember what the hell was i saying during the procedure, i just couldn't stop talking but i don't really know what am i saying at that time, sampaikan Bro Ak Ismail pun wonder in the next station, lisenting to the crap i'm saying about Nasogastric feeding. He even came up to me after the OSCE saying this "eh, mir, apa saja yg kau cakapkan kan masa NG (Nasogastric) atu kan, aku elaborate about the procedure nda jua panjang mcm kau, it's like u can't stop talking, were you nervous?" I answered him straight away, "aue bro, nervous ku, nda gi betantu bh aku ah" But i'm not the only one who's having problem with the NG thing, turns out most of my entire classmate are having trouble with their Nasogasrtic procedure.

It is quite funny cause we seriously thought we'll be having problem with our CPR and not with the other procedures but what happened today is the other way around. Everybody managed to do thier CPR very well, most of us were given an A or B grade for the procedure. Alhamdulilah, plus the examiner of the particular station was one of our tutor jua bh, so hehe Thanks Sir Zuffry. But despite his kindness, he still can be very strick jua. Why? Cause he asked me and some of my colleague to cut our hair shorter since most of us have a very long hai or otherwise he won't be releasing our results. Waduh, blackmail eh. *Haiya, sayang eh, lawa sudah my hair*

Anyway, something funny happened last night while i was busy studying for my OSCE exam. While i was busy studying my theory on Nasogastric suddenly there was a black out. Damn it. I was so scared at that time since it was heavily raining out side. I also noticed that the black out effect the entire Rimba area together with the Terunjing highway. The lights was out from 10pm up until 2am. I couldn't really sleep last night, i kept on hearing such things outside the house. Moreover, i can't really sleep if it's too hot. I only can sleep if the room have a clean air conditioner. Don't ask me why, it's just how it is. :)

Bh, that would be all for today. Have a nice day guys.

PS: Alif, if you're reading this, ehehe, bila belanja? ehehe :P

With Love: Amirul

Aaaaaa, apa nah?

Erk, i don't really know what should i blog about for today but here goes, early in the morning i did my usual morning routine but this time i woke up much earlier than i used to since i have to do something in the morning but kan biasalah i like to be fabulously late therefore i come late than i plan to be.

Tho' i was a bit late this morning, cause kan sebenarnya yesterday i asked Mr Yap, our skill lab manager that i'll be needing a few dummies for practise, as a final revision lah since tomorrow is our OSCE examination. Sekali kan, he did allowed me to borrowed a few of the dummies but under one condition, i have to come and get the dummies by my self d skill lab. I don't mind going through all the trouble just to provide a good revision practise for me and for my fello coursemate.

But unfortunately i came in a bit late than my actual plan but thankfully Zahir & Muizzah was nice enough to get the dummies for me, plus for the sake of my entire intake jua kan. Furthermore, it's a Nobel thing to do since all of us are having trouble doing our CPR. So, i guess last day for practise before the exam tomorrow. I did practised like crazy tadi and hopefully it's all worth it.

I didn't do much for today other than just practised and hang out with my friends around the campus area. Anyway, during lunch time, i found out my bestfriend Si Alif did drop by di college to look for some books with his friend si Saiful, but unfortunately i wasn't around at that time, i went home already for my short nap. Hehe. Plus, i was so sleepy jua tadi. So yeah, it is quite unfortunate that i miss meeting up with him but it's okey, i guess i'll be seeing him this Saturday then.

Afternoon? um.. same thing but this time a bit different, instead of focusing on my up coming OSCE examination, i'm focusing on how to do our task on Legals & Ethics. I did seek for some professional help from one of our tutor and luckily she's available and willing to help me do the task but we'll be having a further discussion tomorrow afternoon regarding this subject. So, my team, we'll be having a meeting tomorrow afternoon ah, around 3.30pm. Further notifycation will be made through your cell phones, so please check them regularly.

Bh, i think that would be all for today, i really need to study for my OSCE examination. Wish me luck ya'll :)

With Love: Amirul

Busy

Alright, let me recap the things i've done for the last couple of days. Saturday, yes finally.. i'm so excited cause i've got to see si Alif. Yay! we did talked that day and spent some time but not much cause we're both are so busy jua. I did asked him if he would like to go out with me last Saturday night but unfortunately he couldn't cause he promised his cousin that they would play Futsal somewhere di JKR kali, i'm not so sure jua then kan i asked him again what he'll be doing on Sunday cause i need to someone to accompany me to look for some stuff but again he couldn't, this time it's because he need to attand two family function from both sides of his parents. But this is the funny part of this incident, he was so worried and stressing it out to me that "mir, it's true, nda ku nipu..banar!" and i was like "ha, when did i ever doubt you my friend" seriously, i'am. I trust ia alot and i respect him.

In the afternoon, me and both of my girlfriends, Shidah & Fylah bawa jogging di Bukit Shahbandar, erk, its been a while i haven't jog bah, iatah kajar-kajar kaki saya jogging ah but it was a good exercise. Right after that i went and took and short nap. Since Alif couldn't accompany me that night so i asked my old friend si Asyraf to danganikan aku jalan. Fortunately his willing. We went to the Empire to watch the movie Death Race around 9pm. While kami di sana, DPMM and his wife together with his entourage was also there, but i don't know what movie are they watching plang.

Sunday, hem.. i didn't do much other than just staied at home, but my friend Mike did drop by to watch some dvd together. So, we watched a few DVDS together. I must say jua, Haiya Mike, why in the world did you bought all those horror movies, i'm still shacking up eh. Now i know, Mike likes horror movies. To be honest i don't really like horror movies cause they tent to freak me out and alter my sleeping pattern.

Monday, quite a busy day for me since yesterday was the first day for our OSCE revision. Yes people. OSCE examination is back and yes, it will be held this Thursday. I really need to study eh cause i didn't do well on my last OSCE where i did slightly poor therefore i really need to pass this next OSCE examination. What really struck me was that CPR will be include in this next OSCE although we did CPR procedure in our first OSCE. I did pass my first OSCE scoring a B grade in my CPR but this time i'm not sure if i could maintain that grade cause to be with you guys, i'm having trouble remembering the steps. Yes it true, it been a while since i practised my CPR skills since the last OSCE, and i bet, most of my colleague also forgot the proper steps in performing the right CPR.

Last Monday, we did revised on CPR, I.O Chart, Neubaolizer and Nasogastric feeding. I seriously think that CPR, I.O Chart and Nasogastric feeding are the ones that have a high chance of coming out for the exam since these are the ones that been stress about by out tutors especially CPR and I.O chart.

Today, well, today we didn't do much, as usual jua but today we revised on Fleet Enema, Filling the Clinical Chemistry Form and Eye Drops. This time, i think, Filling the clinical Chemistry Form and Eye Drops are the ones yg bakal kana keluarkan cause Cikgu Faridah Hani really stress about asking us to properly fill the clinical form and picking the right testube for each blood investigation. About Eye Drops, well, Teacher Yusrita accidently exposed to us that the procedure will be in Station 1 during the OSCE. In the afternoon, adui, we're so bored and exhausted therefore we started doing this (the picture below) hehe, so jobless jua sudah tu.

Alright, that would be all but before i forget, i would like to say "Happy Birthday To My Good Friend Muhammad Bin Dato Paduka Hj Othman" I wish you long live of happiness, joyfulness and achieve such an amazing accomplishment in your life and bro, get well soon k so that we can cruse sama-sama celebrating your birthday.

With Love: Amirul

From nothing to sleeping?

Actually i was planing to go out with my bestfriend today. I did called him around 9am this morning, asking him whether he would like to go out with me in the afternoon right after the Jumaat prayer. But unfortunately he can't cause he needs to study for his test on Mental Health illness tomorrow morning. I mean, talked about Mental Health illness, trust me you guys, this is one of the most difficult subject in the field.

Tho' i don't really know how tough the subject can be but based on what i've heard from my own seniors and tutors them self, this subject is the hardest one and to be honest with you guys, i don't know whether i would be able to do well in the subject for the next semester. Yes, i'll be learning all about Mental Health illness in the next semester. Erk!, thinking about it makes me dizzy already.

Anyway, since my bestfriend is not available for today, so i guess i'm gonna cancel any plans i have for today and just stay in my room while watching DVDS. Well, that was the plan until my mom knocked my door and asked me whether i could take her to the supermarket and do some shopping with her. Um, wait, its not shopping, i prefer its groceries shopping kali. AAA, lantak lah, i don't really know what to call it.

Right after some shopping with my mother, i headed back to my bedroom and continued what i was doing until i felt a sleep. Yes, today i did nothing other than just sleep..sleep..and sleep.

Alright, that would be all.

With Love: Amirul

Good Looking?

Alright about my today's activity, it's a bit different lah than i'm used to cause i come in late for school today. I couldn't really sleep last night. I think i slept around 2am kali semalam, i'm not so sure jua. This morning was quite boring for me, i have 2 lecture that i need to attend which was both taught by Sir Morshidi. Tho' he tried to made the classes as interesting and energetic as much as possiable, since both topics was quite boring. Apa jua nda boring, the topic was on "Pre Op Assessment" Boring kali ah, memprepare barang saja.

Thankfully i managed to get through both classes and went to the library to meet up with my friends. (Shidah, Fylah & Yousri) I waited for them out side the library. While i was there, i somehow managed to catch up some of my sleep. (ehehe, sambil menyelam minum air lah ku) I think i slept around 10 minutes or so kali tadi. We went to Beribi Supersave to withdraw some cash. I was broke bah tadi, iatah i went there to cash this check given by my mother. Right after i deposit the check, we headed to the Millennium Restaurant for lunch. It was my treat lah for them, apa jua sekali sekala bawa friends lunch. Plus kawan ku seorg atu nada bh, ia clinical masa ani, so i'm kinda friendless lah masa ani. :(

Afternoon, didn't do much since i don't have any classes to attend to, just sit around inside the classroom but i do have a group discussion with my fello coursemate regarding our Legal & Ethics task which went smoothly than i thought it would be. I left the college around 3.30pm and headed straight home and took short nap once i arrived home.

With Love: Amirul

Happy Birthday To Domilina

Happy Birthday To Domilina

May Allah Bless You With Amazing Accomplishment, Long Live of Joyfulness & Happiness.

Amin!!

Domi, Ayu, Eve & Helen (their trying to buat the word "LOVE" i think)

Photo is courtesy of Eve's

Alright, about my today activity, well nothing much going on, as usual ja until lunch time. During lunch time, i was having my lunch with my friend, Yousri, Hj Rafi, Filah & Honey. Shidah was out cause she has to accompany her mom buat baju raya kali. Antah lah, i'm not really sure jua. That is what i've been told plang. Anyway, we went to Sumbangsih Food Centre. Um, i think it is a food centre now, correct me if i'm wrong ah about the place, i'm having doubts what to call it.

While we're busy eating and cracking up lame jokes, i somehow noticed that my hair was a bit wet, cause i remembered it wasn't wet when we arrived there but then suddenly i realised that my hair kana bom oleh this damn birds yg flying all over the place. *Bad Luck eh!* *yeah, now i'm hating birds and binatang-binatang yg sewaktu dengannya* The reason why i hate this kind of species is because their DISGUSTING!!! ia poop pat rambut ku and pat baju ku, shit eh.. Motherfucker tah banar, my happy and hypo active mood turned sour and moody. Yes, i was in a bad mood all afternoon tadi but i tried not to show it infront of my coursemate cause it won't be perfessional. Remember Legals & Ethics on Perfessionalism you guys ehehe :P (iatah masa nya kan practise apa yg kana ajar ni)

Right after my afternoon class ended, i headed straight home and had a shower. Glad that my hair is now clean from all the unwanted micro-organism. I spent half and hour washing my hair inside the bathroom and i'am still wondering whether it is clean enough or not. I guess if i'm still not satisfied with the result, then it's time to hit the saloon.

Bh I'm out, kan berehat ku lu.

With Love: Amirul

Within' this face

Alright, here's an update of what i did for the last two days including today, here goes. As you guys already knew that i went out with my good friend Yousri last Saturday night to watched a movie. We watched Wall*E together at my new hot spot. The movie was great, i'll give it a seven out of ten cause of the story telling, emoticons and the side effect of the movie. Right after watching the movie, me and Yousri went to WyWy Sengkurong and had our late dinner. I was so hungry wah at that time and went home around 12.30Am

The next day, i spent the entire day cruising and meet up my with my bestfriend Alif that night for the last time before he start his clinical placement. I texted him up, asking him whether he would like go out last Sunday night and hang out at our favorite hot spot which is WyWy Lambak. I hadn't ate anything since morning, my stomach was really empty and starts to make this wired sounds which i think most of you can relate to. Anyway, i fetch Alif at his place around 8.30pm. That night also, we were planing to try and find something special for my good Shidah's Birthday. Since Alif is really good at picking a birthday gift, i asked him if he would help me get something nice for our good friend Shidah, as a gift from the both of us. Luckly we did managed to find something nice for her at this store somewhere at Teguh Raya.

Right after we bought the gift, while heading to my car, Alif asked me "Have you ate yet?" i don't really know how in the world he somehow can figure out either i ate or not already. I guess that is one of the reason why we're such good friends. I answered him honestly and told him "No, i haven't ate since morning" He was really anxious and starts to worry and made this statement "you better eat, let's go and eat, i don't mind accompanying you" *I was so touch by his concern as a friend* To be honest you guys, it's not easy to have friend who would be there during your down moments, and i hereby am thankful for having him as my bestfriend.

I had my meal at our favorite hot spot (WyWy Lambak), i ordered Alif his favorite food which was Roti John as for saying "Thank You" for being able to go out and accompanying me to finally eat after a busy day. As for me? i order this Pening Fried Noodle which i think Alif disagree on, cause he highly recommend me to eat rice than noodle. :) Anyway, i told him yg aku tais liur kan makan. After hearing such comment he just dropped the issue. While we're hanging out @ WyWy, i must admit, i really had a good time chillin' there with Alif, i don't really know why but may be because i know that i won't be seeing him quite some time. *ERK!!! Stress ku memikirkan eh!!!* Anyway, we left early that night cause we both will be having such a busy day the next morning. I sent Alif to his place around 10pm and headed home striaght away.

Yesterday, well, since the 3rd year EXTENSION students, 3rd year , post basic, conversion and Midwifery course students are all doing their attachment, the college environment was so quite.
No traffic and lots of parking space at the parking lot, which means we don't have to come as early as before just to get a good parking space. Now, there's a lot of parking spot empty and we can come in late. Yes, people it is so quiet, i think only about 160 students are still around for a theory session at the college. The rest are doing their clinical placement. Oh well, same thing will be happening to me, i'll be starting my clinical placement this early September until mid of December. I bet the college would be even quieter once we CIN left. Only the Juniors will be staying in the college cause they still needs to learn all the theory needed before they start their first clinical placement sometime in November. Furthermore, i'm sure we'll be miss :)

Anway, yesterday afternoon. Right after school, my friends (Ceca, Haziq & Zul, Ebee & Domi) decided to go out and watch a movie. We decided to watch the movie "Mirrior" a ghost story which i think was suggested by coursemate, si Basil. Oh God, the movie was so horrifying, i did saw Domi cried while watching the movie cause she couldn't bare to watch it anymore but thankfully she get through it and finished watching the movie with us. Huh? some movie ha? Gosh, this movie won't be on my list if it's up to me but then again, it's nice to try something new. After the movie ended, we all decided to eat at this place called Justoy. After hanging out there for an about a couple of hours, we all headed home around 10pm.

Today, well, i didn't do much, just focusing on my studies ja. Today topic was on Trachestomy (Surgically making a hole at the trachea for the purpose of breathing) which was taught by Sir Morshidi. The session was good, i managed to cope 80% of the lecture even though i experience such unpleasent teaseing by my fello colleague during the lecture but i'm willing to let it go. Anway, today also we were taught all about Phlebities (Inflammation of the vein) by Sir Hj Zuffry. The session was great, this time i managed to cope around 96% of the lecture despite having a sleepy moment. (Of couse lah if afternoon class, andangnya membari kalat mata)

That would be all. But before i go, i would like to say Happy Birthday to my good friend Shidah. May Allah bless you always with amazing accomplishment, long life of happiness and blessing. Here, i dedeciate this lovely song sung one of the hottest boy band around "N'sync" with their song "God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You"





With Love: Amirul

Ball of friendship

Double click on the image above for a better reading.

With Love: Amirul

New hot spot

Alright, let me recap a couple of things that i did for the last couple of days, Last Wednesday night i went to the Empire Hotel & Country Club with my friends Kat, VV, and Efa. At first i was planing to go with my Yuki but unfortunately she's not available for that night so i asked the other three girls to accompany me. Plus, Alif and his guling tangan crew was there to perform.

I did meet up with him and his crew that night, he was quite suprise when he saw me over there, and brought a few hotties along with me. ehehe. (Being a player ha?) Nada lah, i'm not that type of guy, please don't think such things. Last Thursday night, i went to the Empire again but this time it was with my cousin Izzah, Comel & Dillah. *Aiyah, looks like The Empire Hotel & Country Club is our brand new hot spot*

Friday was my cousin Izzah engangement day, so i went there early but i also had to leave early since i have to attend 3 other religious function. (Makan Doa Aruah). Pictures from the event will be publish here within' the next couple of days. Alright?

Today, well, quite an emotional day for me. This is because today is my bestfriend si Alif last day around cause he'll be doing his internship for a month at Rimba Clinic, then after that he'll be doing his speciality internship in KB for another two months. Gosh, i'am going to miss my bestfriend soo much. *Not only me, even some of my friends yg close sama ia pun ckp we'll be missing him* But as a his bestfriend, i'm the one who's going to miss him the most. Reason why? cause nada tah ada dangan ku kan jalan-jalan gi ni. Like tonight, i'm planing to bring him to catch a movie but unfortunately he have to attend a farewell function for his coordinator, Teacher Siti Nahriah. So, i decided to go and catch a movie with my good friend Yousri later tonight. Where? ehehe, i'll be watching the movie at my new hot spot. :)

Amirul & Kathy

Kathy, Amirul & VV

Alif & Amirul

Bh i'm out for a movie.

With Love: Amirul

Take a bow

I don't really know how to express my feeling towards a certain issues that's been going on in my head lately. But, i somehow can relate this unpleasent feeling i'm feeling now with this song i've just heard this morning. The song title is "Take A Bow" sung by Leona Lewis. Therefore, let's dive within' my heart and imagine what am i going through.

Please remember that the MP3 player is in Auto play mode therefore, kindly "Pause" it for a better sound quality of the video below.




Take A Bow

The flowers all faded now
Along with your letters
They will never
See the light of day 'Cause I'll never take them out
There's no turning back
It's for the better
Baby I deserve more than empty words and promises.

I believed everything you say,
And i gave you the best i had.

So take a bow
'Cause you're taking everything else
You played the part
Like a star you played it so well
Take a bow
'Cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love
All you gave me was pretense
So now, take a bow...

The future's about to change
Before you know it
The curtain closes
Take a look around
There's no one in the crowd
I'm throwing away the pain
And you should know that
Your performance made me stronger now.

So take a bow
'Cause you're taking everything else
You played the part
Like a star you played it so well
Take a bow
'Cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love
All you gave me was pretense
So now, take a bow.....

Well it must have been slight of hand
'Cause I still can't understand
Oh I could never see
Just what a fool believes
But the lies they start to show
Tell me how does it feel
To know right now that
I won't be around?
So baby before I put you out

Take a bow
'Cause you're taking everything else
You played the part
Like a star, you played it so well
Take a bow
'Cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love
All you gave me was pretense
So now, take a bow.....

'Cause you're taking everything else
You played the part, Like a star you played it so well
Take a bow
'Cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love
All you gave me was pretense
So now, take a bow....

With Love: Amirul (is hurting)

Quote of the day

“It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat.”

“Citizenship in a Republic”

Speech at the Sorbonne, Paris, April 23, 1910

With Love: Amirul

Getting Back

First and foremost i would like to apologise for the late update guys. I wasn't feeling good for the last two days and needed a serious long period of rest which i did have. Thanks to the M.O for being kind and nice giving me an MC eheheh. So Today was my first day coming back to school after the long rest.



I must admit that i do miss the school environment and surrounding. I miss my friends and i miss studying. *gosh* i missed 4 major topics already due to this stupid illiness that i'm having but thankfully i'am recovering and able to go start studying.



This morning, I went to Alif's house, asked him to drive cause i'm not that fit yet to drive on my own. So, i asked him to drive me to school last night which his willing to do. Thanks Alif for being such a good friend to me. Tomorrow, i'm not so sure either he'll be driving me again or not, but i did tried to ask and he said "bah, i'll try again tomorrow" but i'll ask him again tomorrow morning. Anyway, this morning he helped me get off from the car and sent me to my classroom. He was really worry about me since he can't drive me home due to a function that he need to attend later tonight at the Empire Hotel & Country Club.

But no worries, i did managed to asked my friend who's studying at Business School for a convoy with me. Oh yeah, you guys must been wondering why am i leaving school at noon, well, it is because we won't be having any lecture in the afternoon. I would like to take this opportunity to head home and rest. I text message Alif informing him that i've gone home but no reply from him. So, i called him and thankfully he answered. He said his was busy tadi so couldn't reply my message. So, we talked for a couple of minutes, then hang up cause i was calling him while he was having his lunch. Ops, sorry Alif, didn't mean to disturb you.

Alright, that would be all.

With Love: Amirul

One Step At A Time

Read Through It & Try To Think What I'm Trying To Say:

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of,
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch.

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet,
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it?
You know you can if you get the chance,
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt,
You're confused, you got it all figured out,
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours?
If they only knew....

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

Again we live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time..

With Love: Amirul

Friday Night Out

Yesterday right after i finished updating this blog, Alif text message me, asking me whether i'am free cause he wants to take me out for a dinner. Hesitantly i said "i'am free for the night if he wants to take me out" He also told me that he needed my help finding a mask for our cultural night event which will be held tomorrow night. Oh yeah, my friend Yousri did managed to get me a really nice mask but unfortunately my little nephew broke it when he was playing with it *aiyah* therefore i'm gonna need a new one. (Nyasal ku ampaikan atas meja di living room atu)

So i went to fetch Alif over at his place around 8pm. We started looking for the mask, as far as i know, most of the MJ students are getting their mask at this place somewhere in Batu Besurat area, at some store called The Little M. So me and Alif went there lah to check it out. While we were there, we bumped into some of our Seniors and Juniors, *yes, people, we're all looking for mask like a buch of kids, how silly are we kan?* Tho' despite of all the silliness, we all did find a suitable mask for our self including me and Alif. But sorry guys i'm not going to reveal it yet, i'll show it to you guys in the next post alright? Ehehe. Anyway, while Alif was busy looking for his mask, i found this silly hat somewhere at the store, i think its a joker hat or something. I decided to take a picture of me wearing it. So what do you guys think? *i just put it on trying to be silly cause of the stress level i'm having trying to look for the damn mask*

Right after the short trip to the store, Alif decided to eat at one of our favorite hot spot which was WyWy Lambak. We went there and ordered a few meal and just ate. Alif didn't ate much cause he wants to loose some weight. (Takut nya baju attachment nya nda muat, since he'll be doing his clinical attachment soon) As for me? well i just ate and ate until my stomach is full. As a result, i'm starting to feel sleepy. *antah, aku if lampau kenyang, i tent to be sleepy and then felt a sleep right after that* Alif did warn me not to eat much cause he knows what might happened if i ate too much. I guess i've learned the lesson now, haven't i?

Since my condition wasn't that fit, Alif starts to worry. He suddenly pack his laptop and tell me, "Alright, let's go home, you're starting to be sleepy, and i think you should rest for now" But his worriness didn't just stop there, right after i drop him off at his place, he asked me to be careful and beg me not to drive fast and also he asked me to called him once i arrived home safely. *Adui, i feel so guilty for making him so worried about me* but no worries, i did managed to arrived home safely and did told Alif that i arrived home safely as he wants me to be. :)

Anyway, about me today activity?, hem... let's see, there's nothing interesting to be share but i did went to my cousin house in Kg Penanjung Tutong with my mom for a visit and went back home around noon. After that, i just did a few of my normal routine like washing my car and cleaning my room, read a few books and did a few revising on my studies. That's all.

With Love: Amirul

OMG! Kreativ Blogger?

Kreativ Blogger Award

I hereby would like to say Thank You To Nano for nominating me for this award. I really appreciate it. It motivate me much more to blog more often even though all i blog about is my daily life activity, going through the ups and down of being a regular teenager. Struggling to get through hard obstacles in my life. Thanks Nano :)

The winner of the contest may put the logo at his/her blog.

• Put a link to the person who you got the award from
• nominate six blogs
• put a link to the blogs
• leave a message for your nominees

And my nominees are:

Rara (Cause of her touching words)

Ak Amir Reza (Cause of his amazing shots)

Tikah (Her amazing support and busy lifestyle)

Isa (His liberal thinking)

Mike (his amazing English verbs)

Amal Izzati (Her fabulous lifestyle in UK)

Anyway about my day today, didn't do much cause again, we only have one lecture through out the entire day therefore i spent my entire day chillin with my friends.

Bh, i'm out, i'm kinda beat.

With Love: Amirul

Jobless thingy

Today, we didn't do much. Our first lesson was Chest Injuries taught by Sir Hj Zuffry. The session was alright for me, Sir Hj Zuffry did a wonderful job by explaining to us all about the topic step by step. I really prefer this type of teaching method cause it helps us to easily understand all about the topic rather than going through it in one go.

While i was focusing on the lecture, my friend Zahir hand me this piece of paper which content "Eh, elaun keluar sudah, apa kau beli?" i was really suprise when i found out that our allowance for this month is finally released by the MOE. Seriously, i'am kinda broke bah sudah jua. Perfect timing i suppose. Alright back to the session, the session ended 15 minutes before ten. (See? talked about money, people easily loose their focus on something)

While i was packing my stuff and getting ready for my tea break, i remembered what Zahir and Uncle Ahmad told me this morning when i was walking into the classroom. They told me that we'll be having only ONE lecture for today which is sooo freakin' amazing. Freedom!!! *i was a bit tired jua bah tadi, i really need my rest* I leave the college around 11am and went straight home.

Once i arrived home, i headed straight to my bedroom and took a nap. *GosH* that was the best nap i ever had in years. Thankfully i managed to woke up on time before 2pm cause i really have to go back to the college and sign the attendance. I did arrived at the college right on time to sign the attendance thingy. Right after i signed the attendance suddenly, our coordinator Teacher Arihati text message me, asking me to come over to her office and help her do some of the attendance completion using Microsoft Excel. I did went to her office and help her to do the task eventhough i don't really know how to use Exel but what the heck, lantak saja lah, salah delete ja. Ehehehe :P


While i was there, Daniel walked in, questioning teacher Arihati either he could use her printer to print some of the student council paper work. While he was there, i took the opportunity to get our Cultural Night Ceremony ticket. A ceremony which will be held this coming Saturday night (9/8/2008). I did found the perfect outfit to go for the ceremony but i still haven't found the right mask for the event since the theme for the event is Masquerade (Night of Fusion). Alif did get his ticket already and i did asked him to accompany me to the event, *i don't want to drive alone to the college at night bh, soo spooky bh, plus.....having a company makes it more fun and exciting* I really hope he won't cancel on me this time. I'm really looking forward to it bah.

To sum it all over, today is the most jobless day of my life.

I also would like to CONGRATULATE my good friend Melina Bte Jaini sal finally completing her degree course in Cardiff University United Kingdom. I can't really remember what is her course but never the less, from the bottom of my heart i would like to say CONGRATULATION to you my friend.

With Love: Amirul

I didn't asked for this

I would like to dedicate this to the person who always hurting me...
This is what i gotta say after the long silence...


I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know.


Do you ever think,
When you're all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you?
Are you holding back, like the way I do?
Cause I'm tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away.



Has it ever crossed your mind?
When we were hanging, spending time together, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever.



Do you ever think,
When you're all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you?
Are you holding back, like the way I do?
Cause I'm tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away.



Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know.



Do you ever think,
When you're all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you?
Are you holding back, like the way I do?
Cause I'm tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away.


With Love: Amirul

Recap

Alright, Let's do the recap!!! Last Saturday night, i went out with my friends Zul and Haziq to my other friend Fizah engagement ceremony. Ceca and Yuki also followed us. So kami jalan there sama-sama lah, panuh plang kereta ku time atu, but nda palah, sekali-sekala, siuk jua jalan ramai-ramai. Although we arrived a bit late then some of our friends namely Rara,Kak Zuvita, Teddy, Danial & Basil. Both Rara and Basil text messaged me, asking me where we are at that time, cause dorg takut kami sasat which we are. Uahaha, antah, lampau banyak org bagi direction atu, try to imagine me as the driver, having 3 loud friends telling you the right direction to Fizah's house at the same time, its chaos dlm kereta ku. Paning kepala ku melayan each one of them. But, thankfully we managed to arrived safely to Fizah's house although Rara did text me saying "Eh, di mana kamu sudah kan? Ku tatak plang kamu karang!" WoW, she's really piss cause we're late and they had to wait for us inside their cars.

After the ceremony ended, Fizah invited us to come in to her room to take some memoriable pictures together. So, here are some of the pictures that we managed to take.

After we finished taking pictures, it is time for us to go home. *well, that what the plan was until Ceca and i decided to hang out somewhere since it's Saturday night, plus it was still early. It was a last minit plan actually, we didn't plan on doing it at first until the idea comes inside our productive brain. ahaha :P So, unfortunately Rara,kak Zuvita, Teddy, Basil and Danial weren't joining us cause i think they went straight home. Only me, Zul, Haziq,Yuki and Ceca are the ones who hang out @ Wywy Lambak till midnight. We spent the entire time talking about each other and some of our colleague, gossips etc. While we're hanging out, we decided to had ice cream, all together as a threat. So we all did ordered ice cream but Zul's ice cream was slightly different from the rest of us.

See? the rest of us had this mini ice cream while Zul on the hand.....

Ordered this huge ice cream. We were so jelous at him that night, especially when he said that he won't be able to finished all of it and needed our help to finished it. But guess what nah? he finished it all by him self. *nda, kami ampit nyanta ice cream nya ah*

After one thing lead to another, we ended up going home around 12 ish. The next day which was Sunday (yesterday) i woke up around 9.30am and started doing my normal Sunday routine. You know doing laundry,clean my room and stuff. While i was cleaning i remembered that i'm supossed to watch The Mummy 3 (Thomb of The Dragon Emperor) with Alif but unfortunately Alif canceled on me when he found that he had to attend a family function which was really suck. I was really looking forward to it but.................... So i decided to just go without him, i text messaged my friend Mike and asked him either he would like to go and catch the movie with me and luckily he agreed. I asked him to come over to my place and parked his ride at my house. (Automaticlly i'm the one who's driving to Gadong :))

We arrived to Gadong 30 minutes before the movie start, man, the traffic in Gadong is sure heactic and jammed. To prevent from getting into the traffic jammed and the impossiable parking slot available around The Mall area, i decided to park my car somwhere around the Jaya Hypermart area. It took me around 5 minutes to find a parking slot. Me and Mike walked to The Mall. While we're at The Mall, i did saw Haziq and his girlfriend sitting near to the Movie theater but i'm not so sure what are they up to. Anyway, about the movie? I find the movie was amazing interms of graphic, story telling, logic etc. From one to ten, i'll give it an eight.

After the movie ended, me and Mike went straight to my car and we decided to have our dinner somewhere. *again, i decided to go to WyWy Lambak again* While we're on the road, i have this idea of bringing along a few friends of ours, I decided to bring Shah & Tikah along with us for the dinner thing but unfortunately both Shah and Tikah didn't picked up thier phones when Mike and I called them. We even stop by at their place but no body layan kami, after the long wait, we just moved on and went to WyWy the both of us. We're so friendless at that time. After the we had our dinner, my heads tells me to buy some food for Alif. I did buy Alif a roti john and drop it off at his place around 9pm and went straight home after that. Even Mike left my house right away once we arrived at my place, cause its already late and both of us need to wake up early the next day for our own duties.

Today? Nothing much, the first period session was cancelled due to some unavoidable issue. The second lesson which was Legal & Ethics, we're doing a group presentation, i was presenting for my group on advocacy. Thanks to Rara for helping find such an interesting and useful points for our group presentation. I think i did alright although i'am very nervous to do the presentation. I was shacking like a Parkinson person (jauh palis) but despite it all, i did okey. The afternoon class, we're focusing on Thyroidectomy (removal of the thyroid). The session was alright for me tho' our tutor Cikgu Suryati was presenting it in a bit of a hurry. I don't really know what makes her to teach us in such a hurry but um.....

Finally the classes ended and i decided to went straight home but suddenly i had this painful migraine and dizziness which cost my eyes to have a burly vision. I stayed inside the car for an about 30 minutes to so before start driving home but i'm just to scared to drive back home alone. I decided to look for Alif and asked him to just drive me home. I told him that i wasn't feeling very well and needed him to drive me home but unfortunately he can't. He said his father was already on his way to fetch him from school. Without wanting to make an argument about it, i just went back the parking lot and try to drive my self back home safely. Thankfully i managed to arrived home safe although i almost ended up dying on the road due to car accident.

P/S: All i wanted to say is "Aku hanya mampu bersabar with all of his obstacles and to know where your friend is when you truly needed a help"
With Love: Amirul

Announcement!!!

Dear gentle readers,

I apologise for not updating this blog for the last two days. I ensure you that this blog will be update sometime tomorrow. Hope you understand. I promise you that tomorrow post will be long. Full details of my Saturday and Sunday activities. Alright?

Bh, I'm out. *Exhausted saya eh*

With Love: Amirul

You'll always be my baby

This song is especially dedicated to someone who have a special place in my heart. I can't say all the things that i wanted to tell you personally, i hope with this song you can relate or figure out how much you mean to me.

P/S: The media player is in autoplay mode, kindly pause it for a better sound quality. Thank You.
With Love: Amirul