Farewell June, Welcome July

Hem.. i can't say thing but, June has been quite a ride for me. I've been though such a heartbreak though out this entire month. Having my heartbroken by the one that i truly love and care about in this world. Yes, the grieving moment is hard for me. I really can't elaborate on how much i was hurting but at the same time i also would like to say Thank You to a 'FEW' of a good friends of mine, for being there for me, helping me get through this unpleasant experience.


Not only i get my heart broken, i also found out that i didn't do well on my practical examination, which was the OSCE examination. i had found out a few weeks ago that for the first time ever in my life i had experience failure. Damn it.. Although i'm not the only one who failed the exam, so as the rest 26 of us. Yes, true people, out of 30 candidate, only 4 people make it. Here's my OSCE result:

• STO - A


• Medication - B


• I.O Charting - F (Fuck, this is the reason why i fail)


• Oxygen Administration - C


• Intravenous Infusion - D

See, how stupid it is? But i'll embrace this failure as a lesson for me, to remind my self to always be careful and to make sure that i won't mess up for the next OSCE examination. Insyallah..Hopefully i won't.

Oh yeah, forgot to mention to you guys that June was also 'THE' most stressful month for us the medical student as the final examination is held. Yes, when you talk about final exams, i'm sure many of you it's hell season....As for me? "YES" i think soooo too. This is the time where our stress level is over the moooon, lack of sleep, mentally and emotionally abuse by tons of theory and critical thinking that needs to be describe in details. YES, people..... details...details...details... which is i'm not a big fan at.

About the final written exam, i think i did ok, i'm not sure if i did an excellent job but i really hope that i'll pass with a good & decent results, enough for me to be able to move to my second year and continue the course. Pray for me yea.. guys...

P/S: Alif, Thank you sooooo much for buying me a few oleh-oleh from KK, i really appreciate it. And Happy B'day to Kamarul. (sorry my friend, no gift for you, short on budget), How was your first day back at school Zeerah,Haz & Zawani?, Welcome back to Brunei Tikah, & lastly for you the one that i love, i hope you'll find what are you looking for and wish you all the best. The last four years has been an amazing ride for me, so thank you...

With Love: Amirul

Happy B'day To Juan

Happy Birthday to my good friend Hazwan. I don't really know how old is he now... But i wish him all the best, may god bless him and enjoy the joyfulness of living. Hoping that he can achieve all the great things he wants to achieve in his life. Hope this year brings him nothing but joy and happiness..

Anyway I'am home now guys from my vacation, my vacation was just alright and i must say, i definitely didn't get any 'oleh-oleh' for anybody besides my self.. sorry guys.. short on budget bah eh.. alright.. ariyos...

With Love: Amirul

Happy Birthday To Shamil [BiTeMe]

I wish you best of luck and happiness through out this entire year. I also hope that you can accomplish everything that you want to accomplish this year and may this year brings you nothing but joy and happiness.

With Love: Amirul

Oh My GOD, is this for real?

Alright guys, just recently i was surfing the Internet looking for a surgical procedure call a full face lift but instead of getting the real photos or videos regarding the surgery, the result from my search is this (Look at the photos below). At first i was really shock by the title and the photos it self. The title was "It's only bread, do you dare to taste it?" and the title really make my mind think, is this for real? that it all made from bread?

Right, there are all made from bread. *Note:This are not a real human body parts, this are just a model from a real human body parts that are made from Bread* What really surprises me is that, these breads are for sale. Can you guys imagine a real human being is actually buying for all this and able to eat it! Would you be able to eat it?, knowing that it is similar to a real human body parts, i definitely can't. What about you guys? Let me know what do you think in my tag board.

The Baker

With Love: Amirul

Names & Personalities

Alright, blog is still on HIATUS here but let's take a moment to reflect and think about what am i going to say underneath this message, recently i've been surfing the net and found this interesting article of people's names and the personalities that goes with the first letter on names. I hereby would like to inform you that this is just a an article, nothing more than that, it doesn't have anything to do with hatred, racem or does contain any negative message. If you find it offending, than just keep it to your self, there's no need for any confiction here, Remember it is just an Article, don't make it personal.

Here it Goes.. (Does your name begin with these letter?, here are the description)

A

You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute,demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partneris! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustainthe relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important foryou. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

B

You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, anddined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an ____expression of the affectionof your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your ____expression of endearments, and particular when it comes tolove. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences.You are willing to experiment.

C

You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to holdout on affection until you receive this.. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

D

Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam aheadin your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate,loyal, and intense in your involvement' s, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.

E

Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are notinterested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion You hated is harmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-itseems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important.But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall a sleep with a good book. sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)

F

You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenesare a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.

G

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremelyactive-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence overeverything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.

H

You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life ,fun & everything You seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have Attained acommitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually aninvestment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be verycareful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement' s oftenas you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Notinfluential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.

I

You have a great need to be loved, appreciated. .. even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor.You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willingto experiment and try new modes of ____expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.

J

You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head.At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

K

You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is foundto be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

L

You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is part of paramount importance to you. You are free in your ____expression of love and dare, willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, providedit's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated "

M

You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut frominsatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someonewho can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

N

You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you Throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

O

You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about yourdesires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seekingwe. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate,compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities From your mate. Love isserious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which mustbe kept in check.

P

You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of Doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count. Therefore,you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner.Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang- ups.You are willing to experimentand try new ways of doing things.You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

Q

You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physicalenergy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are anenthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

R

You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

S

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself asthe only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by softlights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or anygame, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous &giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

T

You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic,idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feeling stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because ifgiven an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way tothe top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life.

U

You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love you're inlove with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put others feelings above yours.

V

You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier.You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.

W

You are very proud, determined & refuses to take NO for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, oftenin love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is.You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.

X

You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle morethan 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.

Y

You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you willforget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships which doesn'twork out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You areopen, stimulating & romantic.

Z

You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind upserving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourselfas a lover's saviour.

P/S: Blog is still on Hiatus
With Love: Amirul

Grieving

Yes, i'am grieving, grieving cause being hurt by someone who i cared, cherish and love the most. i guess the old saint is true that "you can only plan for something to happen but it's all up to faith" I won't say anything but all i can say is that i'm hurt, hurt than ever.

Here are my genuine thought of you my love:

We faced tons of obstacles together and known each other for the last 4 years. All those 4 years of memories just vanished away once you said the words "We're Through, i have someone else". All i expected from you is to say "Hello, I miss you and finally we meet and ease this missingness".

I haven't seen you for a while, meeting you the last time was a refreshment after going through tough phrases in my life. I guess the love that i gave you wasn't enough, you wanted more, but i already gave it my all but my all wasn't enough for you. What more can i offer to be love by you.

You and i both know, we have our ups and downs but still we managed to get through it together, we both had been there, trying to comfort and help when one of us is going through tough time. I guess all this doesn't mean anything to you anymore and i accept what you did to me with an open heart.

I wish you best of luck and happiness with the one that you love now and please do remember what i have taught you in life, whats life is all about, there is more to life than just books and thoughts, don't make your life complicated when trouble occur and i would like to let you know, that i'am going to be here if you need me despite it is going to be hard for me to look you in the eyes and hold my feeling deep inside me. I also would want you to know that, you are my inspiration, my bright and shine, my guardian angle and i forgive you for what you did to me and accepting it with an open heart.

Again.. You'll always have a special place in my heart and i will always keep it in my heart.

P/S: This blog is on hitus, this will be my last post but i will be back once this brokenheart is fully recorver.

With Love: Amirul

What a day

This morning my mom had asked me to accompany her to buy some fish at the wet market in Gadong.So i did brought her there but i didn't went inside the wet market with her due to some irresistible factors i had. So she just went inside to buy some fish on her own. Seriously the wet market management should do something with the smell and the condition of that place. Seriously it's not one of the cleanest places in the world. Want to attract more customers, better do something about this issue.

Right after the trip i took with my mom, we went straight back home since my mom have to prepare our meal for our family lunch time. Plus, today also, my brother Joe is going to held a "Makan Doa Kesyukuran" at his place tonight around 8PM. We all are going to come since family is so important to us. Yes, i'am that type of family person.

Since i don't really have anything to do during the afternoon, i had decided to go out all by my self, catch a movie and cruse around Gadong & The Mall. Well i thought i was, but suddenly i bump into Zimah and Isma Sarfina, my friends from SMSH, when i was in form 1 i think, sorry i don't really remember but i do know them while i was studying there. I was planing to watch the Kung Fu Panda Movie but instead of watching that movie, i ended up watch Made of Honor. Eiyo, sounds wired tho', for a guy like me, went out to watch that movie, it's kinda a girlly movie for me but for my friendship with the girls, hey come on guys, who wouldn't go? and especially their willing to pay for your movie ticket. ehehe.. Lucky me ah.. heheh.. i can sense some jealousy going on here.. but what the heck.. it's just my luck, try to deal with it.

Right after i catch the movie with the girls, i told the girl that i couldn't stay long and have to be back home early for the Makan Doa Selamat thingy at my brother's house. So i did left The Mall around 5.30PM and arrived home 10 minutes later. Went straight to my bed room and refresh my self. Once i finished refreshing my self, all of my family members are ready to go. We left the house around 6.30PM and arrived at my brother's place 15 minutes later... Yeah.. his house ain't that far from us, it's just in Berakas. Everybody was there, i mean everybody, my uncles, my aunties, some of my cousin who i don't really know.. seriously i don't really know them since i don't usually hang out with my brother's wife punya side. But despite it all, i had a really good time and the food, it was amazing!!! Mom, you're always be the best chief in my heart.

With Love: Amirul

Out all night long

Last night i went out all night long last with my friends. Actually i wasn't planing to go out since i told you guys that i'am just exhausted from the busy day that i had yesterday plus with the lack of sleep i'm having but suddenly, my old friend Nizam, who is currently taking his Medical Degree in UK had just come back a few days ago for a semester break. He called me last night around 10PM, right before i was getting ready for my bed time. He called me last night, asking me weather i would like to hang out with him and a couple of my old buddies from Secondary school dulu, i suddenly forget all about my exhaustion and said "YES" to his invitation. I jumped out of bed and groove my self nicely. (Ehem.. it's boys night out, have to dress up really good, who knows, where are we about to go)

So, we'll be meeting up in Q-lap, i drive my self there right on time for the meeting point, turns out, everybody was there already, *gosh* why does it alwayshave to be me be the one?, who arrived late than everybody else even though i personally thought that i'am on time. Damn it guys, how do you guys always managed to come right on time ah? Feedback please guys.. ehehe :P

There was about 16 of us, all males, no females friends were invited last night due the late night out, (nda bisai nya org Brunei, bawa anak dara org jalan tengah-tengah mlm ani yo) but despite that, last night was really fun. First we all headed to Kianggih Food Court for a dinner which was paid by one of my old friend Hanz. We all sat together in one huge group and starts to make really loud noises with our stupid jokes while we're enjoying our meal at the same time. I ordered a Beef Fried Noodle which taste quite good enough for me, but this is the funny part, all of us ordered the same thing which was Fried Noodle, the only difference is Seafood, Beef and Chicken. Right after we had our dinner at Kianggih Food Court, it's time for all us to move to our next destination which was to hang out at the Coffee Bean in Gadong. So we all left Kianggih around 11PM, arrived in Gadong around 10 minutes later.

We all drive our self here and there, so there was about 8-10 cars together, convoy lah kata kan but, this is the part that i hate the most, its really hard to find a good parking spot in Gadong. Seriously, last night was probably one of the busiest night ever, with the extremely long que, youngsters walking on by here and there. But thankfuly we did managed to get a parking spot 20 minutes later.*damn* While we're at the coffee bean, all we did was just sat and talk, some were surfing the Internet since they brought their laptop along with them. Unfortunately all i did last night was just chill and ate my chicken chop, fried potatoes and drank my cream float coffee, listen to my friends jokes and stories of their life since i left my laptop at home. *F*ck*, i should've bring it along with me last night.

It was 12.3oAm, time for all to leave but out of no where one of my old friend, John had made a suggestion that we should go to the beach, just to hang out, ease the boredom within' us, plus the view was really nice last night, it was full moon last night. It was really nice last night. So we all agree and decided to go to Jerudong Beach. It was quiet once we got there, we didn't go and hang out in the dark, we only hang out where there's light. (Faham-fahamlah, di sana atu cemana if midnight). We staid there for an about two hours. Right after that, Nizam had asked us to come over to his house, for some video games match, since it was already late and most of us was already beat. We all just said Yes to him, arrived at his house around 2.30AM. Some of us felt a sleep while at his place, some still managed to play the video game, some decided to watch DVD though out the night. Since i'm kinda beat, i decided to just watch DVD though out the entire night. The Movie that i watched with some of my friends are, Step UP (The Street), Eragon, X-Man and the entire season 2 of Weed.

We all left Nizam's house around 8Am this morning including my self, i was so freakin' sleepy, but thankfully i managed to arrived home safely around 8.3Oam this morning. I went straight to bed right after i arrived home and woke up around 6.30PM. Oh boy, i had a really nice long sleeping time.

With Love: Amirul

Cruising Day

Today i woke up early cause i have to take my mother to the hospital for some blood examination. Right after i took my mom to the hospital, we went to Gadong for a breakfast and went back home around 10am. *gosh* i was so sleepy today, i hadn't been sleeping much lately, thanks to a certain amount of bad dreams. I'm not trying to be superstition here but i don't know how can i describe this to you all, what about a "Non pleasant sleeping experience?" will that do?

Right after the morning trip with my mom, and yes, i'am exhausted. Therefore, right after we arrived home around 11AM, i went straight to bed but since i have promised my cousins, that i will be taking them for a movie today, i'm gonna have to set an alarm around 12 noon since we're planing to catch the movie around 2pm. So i woke up around 12 noon, refresh my self again, text messaged them to get ready, oh yeah, this time, i'm gonna have to fetch them one by one, Alamak! mampus lah aku, jadi driver dorg. (waduh, aku jadik supir ini hari)

I did fetch them right one time, but while we were on the road, we can't decide what movie are we going to watch and where should we watch the movie, Empire, The Mall or Seri Q-Lap Cinema. But fortunately we finally decided to watch the movie at The Mall Cinema. The movie we're about to watch is "The Happening" and guess what you guys, again we got the hottest seat ever, again we managed to get the couple seat but that's not it, we bought the entire couple seat available so that no one could sat at back other than us three. (yeap we're so greedy today but what the heck, you only live ones, live your life to the fullest) ahahha. But before we catch the movie, we decided to chill out since we arrived a bit early than the movie is schedule to be premier, so we decided to hang out at the "West Street Cafe" and we just talk among our self, did tons of catching up with each other, asking how's life been going on etc. There were only 3 of us, Dillah was out today, cause she had to watch the same movie that we're about to watch too. But instead of watching it with us, she's watching it with her MD mates. We did bump into her at The Mall. We did said "Hai" tho', no hatred going on here alright.

Right after watching the movie, we went straight home.. Right after i drop the girls at their place. I went straight back home, i really could use some sleep, i haven't been sleeping much this two days. Oh Crap! but unfortunately, once i arrived home, my second cousins had just arrived and i'm gonna have to accompany them but thankfully they left early and for real guys, i'am really hopeing that i could get some sleep for tonight, i really need it.

With Love: Amirul

Tagg By Ain, Mea, Tikah & Sutramaya

Get To Know Me

7 facts about me
A 20 year old Medical Student
Specialty on Cardiology & Neurology Medical Field
Voted as "Eligable Bachlor 2001 SMSH"
Single but not available
Can't sleep well without any air conditioner
My blood type is AB Positive
Live life to the fullest

7 things that scare the hell out of me
The One & Only God
Lack of space (a claustrophobic)
Sudden Death
Losing the ones that i love
Not being a good son to my parents
Snakes, Dogs and Tarantula

Not being able to acomplish most of dreams.

7 songs that i've lisenting to recently
In This Moment - David Archuleta
Hanya Kau Yg Mampu - Aizat
No Air - Jordan Sparks Feat Chris Brown
Without You - Chris Brown
What You've Got - Chirs O'donald
Into The Night - Carlos Santana Feat Nickelback
Rockstar - Nickelback

7 Favorite Old School Songs
I Have Nothing - Whitney Houston
My All - Mariah Carey
Georga - Ray Charles
Salam Akhir - Sudirman
Kekasih Awal Dan Akhir - Jamal Abdillah
Bara - Awie
Awas - KRU

7 Most Spoken Words or Phrase
Oh, Crap!
Excellent
Yahoo
This is/are bullshit
Subahanallah
Allahhu Akbar
Oh shit!

7 Most Valuable
My Family
My Friends
My Best Friends, (Matt, Alif & Isa)
My Phones (Nokia N70 & N80)
My Laptop
My Cars
My Knowledge

7 people i've Tagg
Isa
Ain
Tikah
Mike
Tira
Fakirah
Sutramaya

DONE!
With Love: Amirul

A Trip To Tutong District

Earlier today, around 10.AM, both of my mom and my sister had been begging for me to drive them to Tutong, i asked them what makes them kept on insisting about the trip, they've been braging about it since last week (Majal bah dorg ani) Furthermore they give a reson to check on my older sister since we haven't meet for the last 3 months. But guess what is their main purpose nah, actually they wanted to fish somewhere in Kg Penapar, alahai.. selahau dorg ani. They manipulate me to drive them to Tutong, so that they could go finishing with my sister sons and daughters.

Without further argument, i agree, we left the house around 10.30AM this morning, i drove my brand new Ford around 140-160KM/Hr on the highway. It only took me about 30minutes to arrived at my sister's place in Kg Bukit Barun. Once we arrived, did a lot of catching up, suddently my sister son came up to me, asking me to take him to the nearest supermarket to buy some cooking stuff (i don't know, since i'm NOT into all this cooking thing) but i did take him to the nearest supermarket somewhere in Kg Lamunin.

Right after the trip to the supermarket, i sat down at my sister's main living room with full boredom especially when most of my sister's sons and daughters had left, together with my mom & sister to go fishing, the only person left is the maid n some of my sister grandchidren, but suddently i remembered, Isa's place is near by, why not i go to his place?. So i called Isa asking him if i could come over to his place to ease the boredom within' me. Plus, i miss hangout with Isa, haven't seen him for a while so i would to take this oppourtinity to hang out. Quick shout out to Isa "Isa, thanks for letting me stay at your place earlier and i apologise if i bother you at anyway, since you look so sleepy tadi, kinda afraid if i'm disturbing you from your sleep"

I staied at Isa's place for an about a couple of hours, while i was at his place, we talked all about politics, cars, Football etc. I really had a great time hang out with my friend than just hang out alone at my sister's house. I left Isa's house around 4PM, went straight to my sister's house, turns out, my mom and sister haven't finish fishing yet, so i just wait for them, while i was waiting, i felt a sleep, i'am very sleepy today due to some stupid nightmare or imagination i had last night that makes me can't sleep well. Damn it!!

It was about 6.30PM, thankfully everybody's back from the "fishing session" or should i say "getting close with the nature". Once they all arrived and i had woken up from my short nap, i simply said this to my mom & sister "bah, akhir sudah ni, kalat mata saya ni, if kan jalan kaki balik, dipersilakan, i won't wait much longer" right after they heard my tired phrace, quickly they pick up their things and we (me, my mom and my sister) left Tutong around 6.45PM and arrived home safely around 7.15PM (so fast right? well, again i drove like hell earlier, 160-200Km/Hr but thankfully we managed to arrived home safely.

With Love: Amirul

The Last Day

Alright, today's the last day where we come to school right after a hard,stressful examination session. How am i doing with my exam? Alhamdulilah, with all the hard work i put into it, i managed to answers the questions despite a few minor errors. Some minor errors are just unpreventable as a student, unless you have a really good memory to memorised all the answers inside your brain. Hehe

Earlier today, we had an assembly in Jubli Hall conducted by our principle Metron Hj Julaini, congratulating us for all the of positive accomplishment we had thought out the 1&2 semester for year one student, 3&4 semester for second year student, 5&6 semester for third year student and 7&8 semester for the extension year student.


Right after we had the assembly, we all went straight to each intake's main lecture room for a short briefing by the tutors including us. Today also is the last day for our beloved current Coordinator Tec Liew Moi holding the title as our coordinator, so as our C0-coordinator Tec Sandy, both are no longer representing us as our group coordinator. So, today is their last day. Yes, we are sad to let them go especially when she confessed to us earlier today that she too felt disappointed for not being our coordinator through out the course. We were in tears deep inside our heart but trying to be strong just not to see our beloved coordinators broke down in tears in front of us. Don't worry teacher, we'll be strong for you and make you proud.

Right after the briefing, Tec Liew Moi had release our earlier than the other classes, we took the time to reflect on how things have been going on during our second semester. All the ups and downs through out this 2nd semester. Right before we all left, we said good bye to each other and apologise for any misbehavior that might had occur during the last 6 months and telling each other how each of us will be missing each other.

Cardiologist,Neurologist,Mental Health,Orthopedic,Renalonolgy,Haemotolgy & General

I'am going to miss you guys soo much especially those who i'm close with.

P/S: Alif (second year student, while u're in K.K enjoying your family vacation, don't forget about me, do buy me a few oleh-oleh k.)

See you guys back on the 14th July, the begining of our 3rd semester or the 3rd chapter of our life as a Medical Student.

With Love: Amirul

The 4.8 Million USD Car By Mercerdez Benz

Does this make your blood boil?

THE CAR COSTS $4.8 MILLION US DOLLAR

AND IF YOU WANT TO TOUCH IT, YOU HAVE TO PAY $1000 US DOLLAR

GUESS WHO DOES THIS INSANE EXPENSIVE CAR BELONG TO?

IT BELONG TO PRINCE AL-WALEED FROM SAUDI ARABIA

THIS CAR IS FULLY COVERED BY PURE DIAMONDS

REMEMBER IF THE GASOLINE PRICE HITS $5.00 PER GALLON,

IT IS LIKE YOU'RE PAYING FOR THIS ONE

INSANE RIGHT?

With Love: Amirul

Examination Week

I hereby would like to announce that i will be closing this blog temporarily. The reason why am i closing the blog is because, as you guys know that i'll be having my final examination shortly, and that shortly is within' this week. Therefore, i'am going to put all of my energy and focus on doing an intensive revision.

I must admit that i'am struggling on certain topics and subjects such as Endocrine, NNH and Health Promotion. With all these three major subjects causing me such headeac and axienty rate is high and ofcouse my stress level is over the moon. *gosh* i'am stressing out. I really hope that i'm able to answer all the questions and pass this exam with a good results.

Tuesday 10th June 2008 is my Anatomy & Physiology Examination
Duration: 1hr 30 Minutes

Thursday 12th June 2008 is my NNH, consists of 3 Subjects: (All in one paper)
Nutrition, Health Promotion & NNH(Patient Care)
Duration 3hr 30 Minutes

Insyallah, blog will be update right after the examination is over.

*Wish me best of luck guys* "AMIN"

With Love: Amirul

ALAMAK!!! OVER SLEPT!!!

Today right after i've got back from school around 2pm, went straight to bed, at first i was planing to have just a couple of hours of sleep and wake up around 6pm later this afternoon. We received an invitation by one of our tutor for a "Makan Doa Selamat" at her sister's house. Although we didn't promise that all of us would come but since she invited us, it is better if we show up.

That was my real plan for tonight, first i would go with my family for "Majlis Bebadak" at my cousin's place, right after that i would go to Cikgu Aryhati punya function. But Unfortunately, i over slept.. Alahai.. cemana ni, right after i received a text message from Zul's asking about my tutor address, but kan, the message sampai arah ku around 9.30pm, sedangkan the message was being sent to me by Zul around 7pm. *Gosh* makin teruk jua eh DST punya service ani, sometime lagg berabis.. AAA!!!!

Once i received the text message from Zul, two hours later from it being sent to me, tarus ku lompat check my laptop, guess what, i received at least 20 msn messages from my colleague in my msn, asking the same question, "Do you know where is Tec Aryhati having the function?, can we have the address please? and are you going?" damn, susah hati ku eh.. gara-gara aku krg dorg nda dtg, and what's really frustrating is how will Tec Aryhati would feel if non of us show up to her event? I guess i'am going to do a lot of explanation on Monday or Tuesday.

P/S: To those of you, who text message me via my mobile phone of MSN, i'm really sorry for NOT being able to respon, aku over slept guys, i'am really sorry and your text message yg you guys hantar pat ku akhir baru sampai sebuting-sebuting.. i don't know why, blame the service provider.. they really need to improve their service.


ALAMAK!! GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!!

With Love: Amirul

I Care About You

I may not be the one with all the answers,

The wisdom, or the power to make the best decisions in your life right now,

That power is in your hands, those decisions are in your heart,
and your’re perfectly capable of choosing well.

But I am someone who is always here to listen and to maybe help those answers appear…
I’m here to wait and hope with you,

To keep you company and to let you know how much I care.

I can’t do everything I wish, but caring about you is what I do perfectly.

So I will do what I do best …care deeply and be here when you need me.

These are special promises I can always keep, and I always will…

No words can describe how much you mean to me
All i say to you is this
I CARE ABOUT YOU

With Love: Amirul

Intensive Revision

The final exam is coming really soon, i'am NOT fully prepare yet, haven't been able to finish revising all of the particular topics that might come out. Seriously, i haven't been able to finish it, it's been three days and i only covered 4-5 topics. I really have to start working hard than ever to get a very good marks.

Today's revision is more towards patient needs and care, seriously, this is the hardest paper to pass, history had shown, through out the entire course, tons of student had to resit for this paper for at least twice to finally pass but unfortunately some didn't and had to leave. (Di berhentikan from moving to the next semester). To be honest this is one hell of subject. Why is it so hard? It is because this particular subject have three different subjects, all in one paper.

These are the subjects:

1. Health Promotion


2. Nutrition


3. NNH (Patient Care)

All these three major subject are all put together in one package. That is why it so difficult to pass this paper. Not only this NNH paper is hard, for me, Anatomy & Physiology is also hard. It is because we have to be able to identify the Human Anatomy (Organs) perfectly and being able to identify it's correct location, the function of the organ,how does the organ works, possible disease of the organ, investigation needed for the organ, treatment requirement, further possible complication, the relevant/rational of the treatment, evaluation of the treatment etc. I admit having a serious headaec revising on this subject.

Since i'am a bit weak in terms of memorising therefore, i'am really having a hard time remembering all of the notes in my brain, and what i fear the most is having a mental block or breakdown before or during the examination day. Subahallah! Nauezibillah...

Starting from today, this will be my Life Phrase

"Bercinta dengan pelajaran"

"Berkahwin dengan perperiksaan"

"Berbulan madu dengan kejayaan"

Alright, that would be all for today, catch you guys soon.

With Love: Amirul

Stupid EH!!

Today i undergo such a horriable day where i couldn't even expected it to be happening to me. Seriously i don't. I'm not saying that i'am perfect on keeping everybody's happy but sometime shit happens without you expecting it.

There's this former friend of mine, i must say since what this person did to me that made me don't want to be friends with this type of people. This morning, my laptop battery was almost empty, sekali ku charge lah at this flug, by the time, my battery was full, this former friend try to charge ia punya laptop lagi but the charger isn't working, i tried to help ia out, "napa? nda mau chargekah? aku tadi mau jua, cuba check mana tau ada lungar or may b karan atu menyamal sal kau kan mencharge" guess what, ia went bulestik on me by saying "kau jangan kan bagai-bagai, ku antam ko karang di sini ani, bakal saja ku bagi mua kau ani, mun nda bah, eh, pacah udah kepala mu ani ku antam" and at the same time, this friend want to punch right on my face but if ia hit aku, forsure i'm gonna hit ia balik, ingat nya apa kali.

Right after he said that, i just turned away from ia, and do my own thing. Ignoring all the shit thing that just happened. From now on, everything got to do with this person, i just past it to someone's else or even ask that person to handle it by it self. Malas tah ku tu lagi. I did some council with my some my closes friends, all the feedback that i've recieved so far are telling me that thing that i'am doing now which is IGNORING it. So i'm ignoring it.

With Love: Amirul

First day back...

Yeap, today is our first day back to the college after two months of internship period. Every body's just glad that the internship period is over but despite that we do miss the hospital environment. We've been there for two months, seeing almost everything that needed to be seen as a experience and knowledge.

This morning i left a bit late to school, Monday blues i assumed, but i'm not the only one, turned out everybody turned up late this morning, first day back with Monday blues, *aiyo* but everybody did make it on time for the first session to began. Around 8AM, everybody was finally in except for a few student who's ABSENT for today ah, no need to mention who their are, unnecessary detail. Once everybody got in the new lecture room, oh, yeah, forgot to mention, we had to move to a new class room since our main lecture room is being use for the Post-Basic examination. So everybody's back, all of us didn't talk much or do some catching up, all opened up their notes and starts revising, including my self.




We all are expecting to have a revision session with the tutors but due to some complication, all revision session with our tutor had to be cancel though out the entire day therefore we're gonna have to do our own revision without any supervison by the tutors. It is sad to know but there isn't anything we can do to prevent such errors but to accept and try and do the revision by our self. Some of us take this opportunity as an advantage to study but some of us didn't, some even left the college right after they found out that we won't be having a revision session for today. I won't be saying anything towards this issue, their an adult, they should know what is best for them. I left the college around noon for my lunch break, together with the remaining students who are concern about their own future.

I went back to the college around 1.30PM, discovered that i'm the one student from my batch who's come back, the rest had all gone home or just staid at the hostel but i kept on my aim that is to pass this final exam with flying colors. I'am determined or should i say committed towards my aim this time, i don't know why but i do. I met Rasidah and a few of my friends at the library, doing the same thing, studying ofcouse. This afternoon i changed my t-shirt to something i love to wear but one of my tutor dislike it and had asked me not to wear it again, damn.. but i'm just too lazy to hear all her comments, rather focusing on that, better focus on something else which is more important than warring about a shirt.

The T-Shirt That Got Tons of ATTENTION, Lawa sgt kah?

Fortunately some of my batch showed up, i'am more than please to see some of them but not many turned up, only Uncle Ahamd, Bro Din & Kamarul had turned up. We all sat together and start studying as a group. I must say, studying with them was fun, being able to gain extra knowledge, change thoughts towards each others. We all left the college around 3.30PM. But i didn't leave right away, while i was on my back to the parking lot, i met with some of my friends again, who i hadn't been hanging out for ages now, Arif, Khairul Anam, Muiz, Asdiman, Juan, Yan, Nazirul and Khaliq, we hang out at the parking lot about an hour i think, catching up with each other's life and cracking up jokes, tension release i assumed. About two hours later, we all left the college and went straight back home.

Right after i got back home, my brother had asked me to wash his car, his just too busy or lazy to wash his own car, i said yes to him but under one condition, where he have to pay me B$50 if wash his car properly and netly which i certainly did and guess what, he did gave me the B$50. Wah. if like this, i don't mind washing cars, who would like me to wash their car next? but prepare the B$50 atu ja? ehehe :P

With Love: Amirul

Frustrating

I didn't do much today other than just staid in bed, watching DVDs and surf the Internet. Sometime during the afternoon, i was really bored so i thought it is best for me to do something useful. I decided to wash my car, its been a while i haven't wash my car by my self, i usually pay someone to wash my car but today no, plus i can save a few bucks if i wash it my self. Furthermore, if i sent it to the car wash, it's going to cost me around B$5.00 but sometime it's not as clean as u want it to be.

It was around 5PM, i went outside the house, starts to prepare the stuff and began washing the car 15 minutes later, the reason why do i want to wash the car today not only because to reduce my boredom but the weather was also nice, it was sunny through out the entire day. I assumed this is a suitable time to wash my car. *gosh* i was sweating like a pig tadi, while i was washing the car, kind of exhausted at the same, who would've thought washing car can be this exhausting but i do admit one thing, i enjoined playing with the bubble. :P

While i was busy washing my car, i overheard this loud noise coming from my neighbour's house, sounds like some body's really mad at their kid. From what I've heard, it was the mother's voice, lecturing the son for his plastic behaviour. Yeah, he is plastic, infront of the parents, his like an angel but behind,please don't let me elaborate furthermore. (Bedosa tau, mengumpat ani) I kept on ignoring all the crap the mother's is saying to the son inside the house, but the house is fully closed but i can still hear her voice, WOW, she musta be really loud then ah? Thank god my mother is not like that. Huh? wait! what am i saying? Astagarfullah!!!

I finished washing my car around 6PM, received a text messaged from my cousin informing that she'll be stopping by sometime tonight and she did come around 6.30PM and we talked, i mean she and my mother ofcourse, i had to leave their conversation, i went to my room for a quick shower, i couldn't stand the unpleasant smell i had after washing the car, sweat smell, NO! i refused to have it. Right after i had my shower, i went down stair to join my mother and my fellow cousin, she staid over for an about two hour.

Once she left the house, it starts to rain, Alahai, why does it have to rain every time i washed my car, why can't it rain when i'm not washing my car, balik model saya ni.. alahai but its okey, at least i i did something today, other than just staid in bed doing nothing, but i do admit, i'am frustrated tho by the rain but what can i say or do to prevent it, it's in GOD hands. Who are we to question the mighty one.

Tomorrow, we're all coming back to college for our revision week, yes, starting tomorrow is our one week revision session, memarah kepala tah kami ni, ua.... and the next week is our finals. OMG! i haven't start revising yet, alright, enough, time to study and do a proper revision. Book worm alter ego mode is ON!

With Love: Amirul