Oh my god...

I woke up this moring around 6.10am, feeling cold. The weather was also cold, damn.. it was raining this morning. I drove my self to college around 6.45am, damn, it was heavily raining this morning from my house to the college, the traffic was just alright, everybody was driving a bit slow than the usual, just to be on the safe side lah katakan.. Um, i'd arrived to the college around 7pm, went straight to our main lecture room. Inside i saw Maisarah, Zahir, Muizzah, Sikin and Comel and Zeymah. We're were so noisy this morning, i guess everybody was just in a good mood, we're cracking jokes and making fun of each other, stress relief i guess. Makin akhir, makin ramai org dtg but today was a bit strange cause my hostelite colleague semua late this morning, over slept i assumed. I do understand, nyaman kali ah tidor kalau sajuk ani.. damn...

It's already 8.30am and yet not everybody was in, still there are some late comers, Cikgu Liew Moi had instructed us to meet her in Skill Lab 1 for a theory session for Blood Transfusion & Catherization. I sat together with Haziq, Uncle Ahmad and Basil. The session start without waiting for the late comers but all late comers did managed to came right on time when the session starts. The session was ok and ended pretty early and again our tutor dismiss us early again for today.. yay.. us.. two days in a raw. It was tea beak, again we sat beramai-ramai but i didn't sat together with all of my colleague, I sat with Ain together wih two of our closes friends si Nana and the other girl, i can't really remember what's her name ah.. sorry girl.. lupa ku nama mu.. We just talk the four of us while my other colleague at the next table are being noisy and making loud laughing sounds.. damn.. we're always kecoh.. if nada kecoh.. it's not us lah tu.. but there's this funny thing happened today right after me,Ain,Nana the other girl had finished our food, suddenly our table collapse and fall down but thankfully i managed to stop it from falling right down on the floor by my kepala lutut... everyone as staring at me starngely mcm banggang ja seorg-seorg and i said to them, "oii, angkatkan dih, sakit kali ah" and thankfuly one of my senior Deidra lift the table while i tried to usai the table. Thanks Deidra for helping me out.

Right after the incident, we all left the school cafeteria, went back to the skill lab to do a self practise revision session together with Cikgu Liew Moi. Again the session ended pretty quick and Daniel came up to me and had asked me to go for a ride with him but using my car, i just said yes since it's been a while we've been out together. We had our lunch at KFC and cruising around Batu Satu area and went back to the college around 1.30pm, actually we want to go back akhir sikit but due to the traffic, paksa jua balik awal... :( but despite it all, i had such a great time. Thanks Daniel. :)

As i said, we've arrived back to the college around 1.30pm but we didn't went straight to the skill lab, sempat lagi kami melepak tu pat the parking lot, along came my bro Ak Ismail. So, kami bertiga pun bersama-sama lah masuk ke skill lab, well, that was the plan but it all changed once we bumped to bro Mohiddin, duduk chillin' lagi kami d college cafeteria tu but i didn't stayed there lama-lama, i went to the skill lab to do a self practise my self over there. Inside, i saw Muizzah, Zahir, Uncle Ahmad, Elyceca and Zeymah ja.. kami ja penghuni skill lab tu for a while since ramai belum ada although it was late berabis sudah. Right after i finished my self revision, i decided to go home, i was really sleepy tadi and while i was on my back to see the guys lepaking d cafteria, suddenly bro Ismail said to me"Bro bisai-bisai kau, laju-laju jalan.. kemari laju" and i was like "kenapa? kajap eh" once i stand next to him, he asked to turn around and guess what i saw.. there was this bloody small snake.. damn.. baik jua ia nda apa-apakan aku.. gila.. takut ku tadi.. kali tarus ku inform everybody di dlm cafeteria ah.. and everybody tried to halau that snake before he/she hurt somebody and Alhamdulilah they did. But i would like to say, Thank you soooo much to bro Ak Ismail for saving my life.. i owe you big time bro..

Right after that, i went straight back home, again there's something horriable that i unintentionly saw. There was a car accident right infront of my house.. it was horriable but luckly the driver survived and wasn't hurt at any way but i don't know internally.. gonna have to go to the Hospital to check weather there is or not cus looking at the way the car, there's no chance he could survive, tebalik wah keretanya ah. gosh.. today is such full of scary things happening.

With Love: Amirul

Such a fun day today.

As i promised to you all my beloved readers that i will be updating this blog by today. Let's begin with my today activity. This morning i woke up around 6am, quite early since i slept early last night but once i get off from bed, i'm starting to have this painful headec but i'm trying to get through it, don't want to layan the headec that much, so i just went to the bathroom and took a short shower but once i got off from the bath room, the pain was too much. Right after that, i went looking for my mom to tell her that i couldn't drive to school for today. Luckily she understood me and had asked my sister to send me off to the college. Thanks Kak Hjh for sending me earlier. Though i have this crazy headec but i'm still going to study, i can't miss this revision week, it's too important, don't want to miss it. Hahaha, see, how committed i'am towards my studies and carrier.

Right after she dropped me at the college, i went straight to the lecture room a bit late since my sister antar aku around 7.45am, this morning. I ran to the lecture room, just to make sure that i'm not missing any session, turns out that i didn't miss any session. Thank God. It was so sunyi tadi even though it was already late, i don't know why but everybody turn out to be late today including the tutors. It was strange but hell with it. We had one lecture around 8.30am this morning inside our lecture room, learning all about Dressing and Sutures Removal and it's Medical procedure. I sat together with the guys, Daniel, Basil, Haziq, Ebee, Syed, Uncle and Zul. It was fun sitting down with them although i don't really know them very well, don't you think it's a bit crazy that we've been a classmate for a year now but still we don't really know the other people inside the classroom besides their names and where they are originally from. I guess being an Medical student doesn't have time to make friends if you want to be on top of your game.

The morning session ended around 9.30am, we've got an extra time and thankfully our beloved tutor Cikgu Liew Moi dismiss us early so that we can have our tea break a bit longer than the other students.. yay us.. So all of us except some of our colleague went to the cafeteria, suddenly one of our colleage said that she's going to belanja all of us makan nasi and she did. Thanks Maida. We all sat together, combining all nearby tables into one, the table was so damn long and all of us sat and enjoy each other. It was fun earlier to have your friends being there with you, not think of all the studies, just talk and cracking jokes, releasing tension due the coming examination. wah, it was so damn fun. I wish that we could do it again sometime.

We're Enjoying Our Meal

Right after we had our tea break, we went straight back to the college skill lab to do our self practise session, this is where we practise all of the medical procedures that's been taught to us by the tutor before the exam. Its where we practise the procedure, to do an early evaluation as well as to familiarise our self with all of the instruments require for the procedure before the real examination day. Our tutor had granted us the permission to use the skill lab though out the day. We are more than happy to take this opportunity to do a lot of self practise just to prepare our self for the practical examintaion. We stayed there till 12 noon, everybody left but me, Muizzah and Roshani but Roshani went to the library to do some theory revision and i promised Muizzah that i'll be staying over inside the lecture room to do some theory revision my self with her since she'll be doing it also, but unfortunately i somehow changed my mind unintentionly and studied inside the library instead, and i forgot to inform Muizzah that i had changed my mind. I'am so sorry Muizzah, lupa ku message kau tadi.. really sorry to kept u waiting di lecture room.. really.. i'am sorry.. may b i should get her some really expensive chocolate to make up what i did to her. What do you think?

When i was in the library, i saw this old friend of mine but unfortunately i don't want to be so close with this old friend of mine, i have some reason not to, but i just going to keet it to my self. Sorry, personal stuff. I went back to the skill lab to join the others around 2pm but before that, i bumped into Nana, she was really nice to me, actually she belanja ku lunch tadi.. again thanks Nana. While we borak-borak at the cafeteria, Hasdy walked in and sat with us, expressing his depression on his personal life, we can't help but lisent to his problems and try to advice him to deal with his problems and move on with his life. Again this old friend of mine, walked in to the cafeteria and talked with Hasdy and Nana, he didn't talked to me since i think he kinda knew that i'm ignoreing him but enough abt him. I went back to the skill lab and began my self practise early than everybody else since i was planing to leave early.. and i did leave the college early around 3pm. While i was waiting for my sister to fetch up me, i saw Mizan and Khaliq inside the library doing their self revision, oh boy, they are stress. They have to do their internship as well their revision at the same time, gosh, i hope they can handle it, its too much for me, they should have been given more time to study.. Wish u guys good luck on your mid term theory exam guys.

What did i do yesterday?

Yesterday wasn't that much interesting, nothing much going on expect we've got to do a revision on Charting, first we were so confident that we're going to pass this skill easily since Charting isn't so difficult, sekalinya our tutor Cikgu Liew Moi set up a test for us by providing a senario for us to solve and make a proper medical chat for a patient and we're all were just, "alah senang ni, nada kan nda pass", but guess what, all of us FAIL, capi!, luan confident wah, nah fail pulang jadinya.. see? how over confident could destroy you.. next time, just be confident but never be over confident.
That afternoon, we've learn about DRUG Administration where we've got to prepare and give medication to the patient but passing the particular procedue isn't easy since you really have to remember the 10 PRINCIPLE of giving medication. This particular procedure is very STRICK since it is dealing with the life and death situation of a patient. One mistake and you're fail, even if it is just a small error. In this procedure there no mistake allow unlike other medical procedures.
The 10 principles of giving medication are:-
Right patient
Right medication
Right Route
Right Dosage
Right Date/Time
Right Documentation
Right Assesment
Right Education
Right To Evaluate
Right To Refuse

Those are 10 of the major principles of giving medication, miss one of those, and you fail. Therefore we're gonna have to memeorise these 10 things and explain each one to the examiner verbally during the examination day nanti. Fuh, pressure ah. I went home around 4pm and went straight to bed, i just don't feel very well yesterday. I woke up around 9pm to do an update but unfortunately i can barely move, but i tried and as a result as what u see on yesterday post but i make it up to you all my readers by posting it today. Right after i finished making the notice, i went straight to bed. I was so exhausted yesterday, really exhausted.

With Love: Amirul

I'am so exhausted, couldn't even blogging..

First of all, i would like to apologise to you all my beloved readers. Unfortunately i couldn't update this blog for today due to exhaustion, ani pun baru ku bangun tidor, kajap gi masuk tidor balik, therefore i'm gonna have to forward today activity post up to tomorrow. I' am really sorry for this incident. It's just that i'm just toooo exhausted plus i'm not feeling very well today. Maaf Ye.



I promise you that i'll be updating this blog by tomorrow night around 9pm. Insyallah if nada apa-apa halangan yang melintang, al-maklum, kita hanya mampu merancang, tuhan yang menentukan segalanya. Alright, that would be all.



Once again, i apologise for the inconvenience.



With Love: Amirul

Nothing to do...

This is the first time i don't know what to do during my weekend. I seriously don't really know what to do for today other than just sleep... I woke up around 9.30am this morning feeling weak, antah kenapa ia kah.. may be it's because lack of sleep. I slept around 1am last night, right after i finished updating this blog, woke up that early, it's still consider early for a Sunday morning right?

The reason why my mom woke me up that early is because she wanted me to take her to Mulaut to visit our old house, just to see what's going on over there. Currently the house is being rent by this Chinese guy from Miri Sarawak. From what i see, the house is totally changed, it's no longer the way as it was when we left. I mean this house was full, what i mean by full was, banyak wah org tinggal d sana, it's like a huge family living all together but this time it's full with buruh people, sama all this soft of mechine things all over the land.. so samak eh!

Fuh, kaya lah si tokey ani, cause from the answer given to me when i asked the people living there, they have to pay $100 doller to rent a room and pay monthly to this chinese guy, wah.. sambil menyelam minum air engkau yek, nanti engkau.. I did have a serious descission with my mom to raise the rent of the house to a thousand plus for a month due to some major business that his having. Wah, maju ek, business engkau... tapi asyik datang to us nak mintak turunkan sewa rumah, banyak cantik muka engkau..

It was a very hot morning, i mean padas lah kulit ku bepanas ah, i don't think this is normal. I've been living in Brunei since i was born, nda ku pernah terasa this kind of hotness, kepisan eh, put me in this kind of temperature, for sure i'am going to melt like an ice. We left the old house around 10.30 and went straight back home, back to our current house. Once we reached home, i have to take a short a shower again, i was sweating kali ah, i was sweating like a pig there, gila.. bebau lagi.. eah, so disgusting eh. Not an interesting thing to share but biar tia eh, i don't really care no more.

What did i do this afternoon?

I bet that you're going to be suprise on what i did this afternoon, hahah, i just slept the whole afternoon, woke up around 6pm. I recieved a phone call from my fello cousin Si Junita, informing me that she and her mom are going to stop by at house later around 7pm, i said "ok, dtg tah" and they did came right on time, dorg ani andang nya jenis nya right on time, i like this the most about them, nda batah diri menunggu wah jenisnya.. To be honest ah, i don't really like waiting wah.. waiting sucks bah.. ehehe :P don't like me? Get the hell out from my blog then, it's my blog, it's my right. ahhaha :P Mostly the descussion is focusing on my cousin Junita with her regular headec and she asked my mom to bawa her to berubat kampong since the doctors said that "There's nothing wrong with her" i did saw her CT scan filem but there's nothing there, but i'm not sure with an MRI ah cause she haven't done the MRI scan, but hopefuly there's nothing wrong with her. Amin, they left around 8pm tadi, and i went straight back to my room and do as usual, apa lagi mengupdate this blog lah.. eheh :P

With Love: Amirul

First Day Coming Back To The College

Yay, we're finally back to the college where it all begun. This morning i arrived quite early than i'm used to the college. I don't know why but i guess i'm just excited to finally meet everybody. *gosh* i miss my colleague so much even though they can be a pain in the ass sometime. Well, sometime plang saja.. not always. i love you CIN. This morning I saw Zahir & Muizzah being inside the lecture room as early as usual followed by me, Yuki, Comel and the others. I was so loud this morning, i don't really know what's got into me but i'am just so damn loud tadi. I realized that when Ceca told me that "You're such in a good mood today, what is up?" I really don't know what should i say to her but i just acted innocent and kept smiling through out the day.

During our first session right after the internship period, Tec Liew Moi had asked us to gathered semua sekali and meet her d Skill Lab 1 where we're going to do a revision on Oxygen Administration and Intravenous Infusion. Both session gone really well and we managed to practised and tried to remembered as much information for the coming practical exam. This time, the practical is focusing more on the theory where we have to explain to the examiner all about the procedure orally and at the same time we have to perform the procedure within the 5 minutes given. Quite a challenge there but that's what makes it interesting, i mean with this kind of method we can do multi tasking much better.

As i wished last night that we could leave the college early, guess what? It really did came true when Tec Liew Moi informed us that she is going to release us early and leave the afternoon session empty, apa lagi everybody ZOOOOOM!!! tarus right after the class ended including me. While i was driving back home, i don't know why but I've got this funny feeling where there's going to be a black out at my place starting in the afternoon, i just ignored the wired feeling thinking it's just nothing. Right after i arrived home and took a short shower, put on my t-shirt and went to bed, i''am just exhausted. I was planing to take a short nap and wake up around 4pm and bawa my mom jalan but unfortunately my plans doesn't work due to a problem which is... You still remembered when i said that i have a feeling that there's going to be a blackout this afternoon, guess what.. there was real a black out at my place, well not only at my crib, turns out, the blackout effected the entire Kg Rimba, Kg Lambak Kiri and some other areas that i don't even know of. I was told that the blackout even effected Jln Sultan in BSB, so i'm guessing this is quite a big blackout like the one they experienced in New York a couple of years ago but the different is that it only effected half of city.

So tanpa rela, kami pun bergelaplah saja drumah sampai malam but i made a suggestion that we should go out since it's Saturday night. So we did, we went to my brother crib in Berakas and lepak there while waiting for the lights to come back at home and it did around 9pm but we didn't went straight back home once we've got the news, we just stayed at my brother's place just to do some catching up and panjang punya cerita its already 11.30pm. Once we realized that its already late, rushly we panyap our things and went straight back home since rumah kami gelap, ditakuti ada benda-benda yang tidak diingini berlaku. We arrived home around 11.45pm and switched on the lights of our house both inside and out. Once we arrived home, i went straight to my bedroom and update this blog. So i did eventually, Happy now? :P

The moral of the incident is "I should have trusted my instinct whenever i have doubts on something"

With Love: Amirul

COMING BACK TO THE COLLEGE? SO SOON EH!!

Huh?, i still couldn’t believe that we’re coming back to the college for a week to do a revision for our OSCE examination that is coming on the 3rd of May. I don’t really know what to expect during the practical exam nanti but i’ am sure it ain’t going to be easy as the first one. I really hope that i could pass this time. It’s not i didn’t pass the last time, i did passed the last time, it’s just i don’t like failing. Well, who would want to fail their exam, right? Stupid thoughts there just now...

I’ve been busy the entire afternoon preparing my stuff, nda gi betantu barang-barang ku since the internship session started a month ago. So finally i managed to prep my stuff and gather all the things i need for tomorrow. I just hope it’s going to be a wonderful day where we’ve got to leave early as every Saturday. I don’t know why but it’s like a routine d college where most of the students leave early. (biasalah hujung minggu lah katakan) everyone got something to do plus there’s nothing much going on in the afternoon beside memalui-ing d college.

Lately i’m not a big fan of memalui-ing d college as i used to before, i just couldn’t wait for the clock to turn 11.30 so that i could leave and went home. Why home u ask? I wanna sleep, i really need a break and relax, i worked my ass though out the internship session, i do deserve a break from all the chaos and exhaustion plus everybody seems to agree with me.. hahaha but i really have to get to bed quite early tonight so that i won’t feel sleepy tomorrow. Especially if the lecture (kalau ada lah) is sooo boring tomorrow pi hopefully there’s no lecture tomorrow eh, just an evaluation session saja eh. So malas mau dangar to such crap lectures, not that it’s crap but i guess my brain isn’t ready to take any long theory session right now.. may b on Monday then? Please teacher...

Btw, i received a file from Ain earlier this morning and it’s really nice, thanks Ain for modifying our picture, it’s really nice, keep it up. P/S make sure you make me look good ah.. ehhee :P bh. That’s all for today since i didn’t much today other than preparing my school stuff and watching DVD, nothing much to share there. See you all tomorrow then.. peeps.. Cheers..

Nice kan?

With Love: Amirul

HAVE I BEEN TAGGED?

Instructions:


Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.


1. At what age do you wish to marry?
= i'm planing till i'm 28 is that ok? :)
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
= UNITED KINGDOM auw auw..m coming nyahahaa babah sponsors x ah
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
= tidor-ING,shopp-ING, hang-ING out, blogg-ING and apa nah?
4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
= Yes it does,kan?!what dyu tink?
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
= To have all the family live under one roof :)
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
= Indaaaaaaaa,m dying :(
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
= My Ma..Shes the most of all :)
8. Break a leg, literally, to save someone you love?
= No,m not..urm?!lemme think..
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
= depends,So far i didn`t..
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
= syuweet,motivated and sillyhead(good meh?)
11. you are dying from?
= getting broke,FINANCIAL problem of course :(
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
= sighing a lot in life
13. What is your ambition?
= To be a Cardiology speacilist Medical Doctor
14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
= Where else?
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
= Myself..always me me and me(m not being selfish but hey~)
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
= Kick out from class because of my naughtiness :)
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
= my look, i want to look like as hot as Brad Pitt
18. What music have you been listening to recently?
= um... No Air by Jordan Sparks Featuring Chris Brown

19. What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could?
= To perform subque-ING at my pts(I want but I can`t)
20. If one day you couldn't do the things that you are used to doing now anymore, how would you feel?
= What dyu feel?! I`ll be reminiscing tru out my life with a perfect smile on my face :)



i'll Tagged anyone who's linked me.. ehehe :P



With Love: Amirul

REVIEW ON WARD 4 AND SAYING GOOD BYE

Yes, my internship in ward four is finally over but i’ am not so happy to leave the ward. It’s just i’m starting to get close and getting to know everybody (the staff and some patient of mine) yeah.. at first i seriously don’t like that ward but once i started my internship over there, all the rumours I’ve heard about the ward is soooo NOT true. The staff were really helpful and wanting to teach us the students all kind of medical procedures. I mean a some intense and high speed medical procedures such as Subcutaneous Injection, Dressing, Intramuscular Injection, Blood Transfusion, Male Catheterization, Intravenus Infusion, Dusting, Giving Nebulizer, Aspiration Of Naso-Gastric Tube, and performing an Venous puncture.

Those are some of the medical procedures i managed to practise in ward four. I hereby would like to say Thank You to my mentor Benny for teaching me all type medical procedures and giving me all the knowledge that i needed to know even though i’ve got a lot more to learn on Neurology. I also would like to thank Dr Noami, Dr Zul and Dr Joseph for teaching me all the knowledge on Neurology. During my interinship in ward four, not only i’m learning a lot about Neurology, i’m also learning a lot of things about the chest. As you guys know that ward four is a base for a Neuro and chest problem, yeap it all about our respiratory system including Tuberculosis. Speaking of Tuberculosis, there’s this one young patient of mine, who’s been infected by Tuberculosis at a very young age. I feel sorry for this kid but there’s nothing we do about it but to isolate him and prescribing TB medication which had a very strong side effect.

In ward four, I also had been given a chance to study about two of Brunei’s most common killer dieses which are COPD (Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Dieses), CVA (Cerebral Vascular Accident) together with its investigation, risk factor and its treatment. Huh, patient who have a known case of both COPD and CVA are pretty much have a very thin chance of surviving. I’m not speaking sesuka hati ah, I did my research, and from the statistic I found so far, it really is.

We was asked by our tutor earlier before we started our clinical that we have to pick a case for our case study and during my internship in ward four, i did saw a few interesting cases and after a few debats with my fellow colleage i managed to pick a case of this patient who’s been admitted for fall of aspiration for his hemathroax. This patient have a known case of COPD, CVA, DM , HYPOTENSEION AND COBG. So since he got a known case of both Cardio and Neuro, it’s just turn me on. You know how much i love Cardio.. hahaha and to have it link to Neuro.. that is like it have my name all over it. So i pick the guy with the Cardio and Neuro problem. Lucy Mau Minum. Ehehe i guess some of you know already know whom i’m talking about.

I really hope I’m able to finish my case study on time with all the chaos that’s been going on in my life with all the practical and written exams. Oh shit. I really have to prepare myself. I seriously think it’s going to be so damn hectic and stressful. So today is the last day for my internship in ward four but unfortunately i couldn’t come due to a health problem. I had a very bad fever today. I couldn’t even get up from bed apatah lagi kan drive. Fuh, i told my mom that i’m not going to work for today and thankfully she understood. Right after i told my mom, i text messaged my clinical supervisor Cikgu Sandy regarding my health problem and she somehow granted my sick leave.

Starting this Saturday, we’re coming back to the college for a week to do our revision for our OSCE examination. Right after our OSCE on the 3rd of March, we’ll be coming back to do our second rotation internship in Ward 9 an Surgical Endocrine and Neurology area for about two weeks. Actually it was for 4 weeks but since we are assigned to the clinic, the period has to been divided into two weeks in the wards and two weeks in the Clinic. As you know that i’ll be doing an internship in Cardio Clinic and Ortho clinic for the last two weeks of my second semester clinical internship. I’m looking forward to it. Hopefully i can learn a lot of surgical procedures in the ward nanti.

Last but not least i want to thank all of ward four staff and doctors for all your patience and willingness to teach us all the theory and taught us all the medical procedures that we needed to know.

Again Thank You.

With Love: Amirul

FOOLISH & IRRESPONSIBLE

I’m in such an angry mood today. You asked why?


Well, let me elaborate.. yesterday my nephew who’s been living with us for the last couple of months showed up with his friend. I have nothing against bringing a friend to my house but at least respect tuan punya rumah. He always does this, coming to the house bringing strangers; well to me that particular person IS a stranger since i don’t know him/her, but to him not. He doesn’t ask for permission weather he could bring someone home or not. It’s like he owned the house, we’re like just live in it and paying for everything.




I mean pleaselah, the least you could do is to respect the host. Ani nda, buat nya mcm org doesn’t wujud. Plus ah, we’re the one who’s doing his laundry, clean his room. His a PIG. An unresponsible type of person that doesn’t clean his shit. I don’t care if he is a relative of mine but this is just too much. Like last night, he turned on all the lights down stairs together with the air conditioning although it’s already cold last night due to the rain but he still insists on turning on the air conditioner just to waste the electricity. Aue byk ni duit kami anak beranak membayar bill karan. Ia ani jenisnya suka membazir, fikirnya duit ani datang begulik dari langit kali, dapat deputik macam memutik daun.




I don’t know how much longer i could take it. Everytime i see him and his fello friend inside the house, all i want to say to the both of them is “Get the hell out from my house you son of a bitch” but i can’t. I don’t want to be that person who kicked his/her own relative from their house. But i just couldn’t take it no more but someone i know come for a rescue that is my brother. I asked him earlier weather he could stay over at my house just to keep an eye for my nephew since this nephew of mine kind of afraid of him. I really hope by this way he could change and be a better person who respect and know where their stand.




I’m not trying to say that i’m much a better person than him. Everybody have their own flaws in their own way. You just have to deal with it and try and make it work but in this case the altitude he had, have got to change. It’s totally unacceptable. Not many people could put up with this sort of unhealthy behaviour. Hope he could change within’ the next couple of week, if not we’re going to have him to leave the house.




With Love: Amirul

ZODIAC SIGNS & THE THEORY BEHIND IT

Recently, I've been given a task to do a research on astronomy. I seriously didn't think it's going to be that much interesting but once I started reading, learning and knowing more about it, my interest on this particular major is starting to increase. WoW, this is quite strange for a guy like me would want to investigate furthermore about astronomy.

There's this interesting theory that I found out on the internet, I don't really remember what the url of the website, ERK! I'am so a pelupa type of person.. anyway.. here are the theory that I found on the net.

Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book
written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign.
REMEMBER THIS IS JUST A PREDICTION, NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR PER SONALITY, IF IT IS RELATED, IT IS JUST A CONSIDENCE.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right
now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk
to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.


SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good
sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get
what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly,
fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you
will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess
with... u might end up crying...

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.
Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships,
Addictive. Loud.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves
Being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable.
Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock
Your lights out.

GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the
You know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you
out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY
FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile.
Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser.
Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive.
Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to
mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely
creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.
Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights
out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has
The last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely
weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always
gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker.
Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's
In sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a
Good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to
Help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality.
Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the
Most attractive people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give.
Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to
Everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly,
fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you
will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up
Crying.

With Love: Amirul

BACK AT LAST!!!

It’s been two weeks I haven’t post anything. As I mentioned before, I’ am taking a short break from blogging but now I’m back. Yes!! I’ am back now but first of all let me congratulate my dearest cousin Izzatul Nadia on her up and coming marriage. Girl, I still couldn’t believe that you’re getting marry. The nikah ceremony will be held this Friday but unfortunately I couldn’t come to the function. Damn it. I’ll be working that day in the afternoon therefore there is no chance for me to attend the function.


I did tried to changed my shift with my friend but non of them would want to swap with me. Byk lah excuse yang dorg buat to say NO. Andangnya ni dorg ani, org beguna nada tia ada yg mau swap, time-time org nda beguna, ada tia yg mau meswap atu.


Alright, forget about the shitness there for a while. I want to talk about my clinical experience. Hem, so far my clinical experience in Ward 4 has been great. I’ve got to meet with a whole different type of people, plus I’m able to practise a tons of Medical Procedures which is beyond my expectation. At first I thought there’s nothing much going on in WARD 4 since it’s only focusing on Tuberculosis and Breathing problem but THAT’S NOT IT. Turns out, WARD 4 is a NEUROLOGY ward. I mean, seriously, we’re talking about the human CPU here, hello? (The Brain & It’s function). Plus, the Neurologist resident and attending doctors are nice and friendly too. They usually share their knowledge and experience with us the interns about what is Neurology is all about etc. (malas ku kan elaborate, panjang karang)


Anyway, each one of us (the interns) are assign to have a MENTOR. I feel funny to have say that we have a MENTOR. I don’t really know why, maybe it’s because of the TV show in TV3 a few years ago title MENTOR with a slogan that goes with it “Tunjuk Ajar Ku SIFU!” ahaha.. funny. Anyway, my mentor name is BEN. His a Pilipino, his been working in Brunei for quite a while now but I’m not quite show for how long though but that is not important. What’s really important is the experience and the knowledge he have. I’m not an anti races kind of person ah. Please don’t miss intemperate on what I’m trying to say here. I’ll be posting my review on WARD 4 once I finished my internship there this coming 24/4/08.


Right after my internship period finally over, I have to prepare myself with the coming OSCE exam which will be held on the 3rd of May. Gila.. EXAM SEASSON wah right after clinical. I really have to prepare myself not only for the practical exam but the written exam also. Just for your information, my final year one written exam is in the beginning of June, matai eh, pacah kepala ni belajar saja. OH GOD, HELP ME TO GET THROUGH THIS.


Alright, that’s all for today. See you guys soon

With Love: Amirul